Beginner

This sem, I had take the co-cu to earn 2 credit hours and also I started my guitar lesson. The 4th lesson had been taken yesterday, I learned some round chord, especially for the song, Love Story by Taylor Swift. Even though I didn't play it very well, but I practice everyday and always make a lot of noises. Just wish my skill can become better, that's why I may start the Theory lesson next month too, and Vicky may become my teacher to teach me Theory.

Yesterday after the guitar class, I went to Yamaha Claris at Midah to visit Vicky and also buy the capo and tuner. Most of the stuff are pianist and no guitarist there, that's why nobody understand what I want. Luckily another teacher (I think she's a teacher there), finally she take the 'kiap' (capo) to me.

Finally I bought this, Total Price RM 71.50 and Vicky give me 10% discount, so total is RM65. Its like the capo is free to me, cause the capo cost RM 6.50. =)

While I took Squash as my co-cu subject, every Friday morning. Very tired, but learn some skill of squash. Then, my leg and right hand will suffer from muscle pain every Saturday. It feels like "OMG, again ?", and I had to put on some medicine on my hand and leg before sleep. Sigh.

Even it make me very tired, but I like the feeling that learned something.

Time to Dye

These days I just couldn't accept my hair like this and because it's too long, so it make me so hot and troublesome. FINALLY, I decided visit to the salon that nearby my house in Jusco, Maluri to have a hair cut and dye another colour for my hair.

I did a lot of research and keep asking my friends what colour suit me, nobody suggested brown or gold, cause those colours more to yellow colour, and that will cause my face looks more weak since I already weak enough.

Most of them suggest, purple black/black purple, but I do not like the colour, it seems weird on me.

When I walk to the salon, I still haven't decide yet. Then the receptionist ask me to have a consult with a hair stylist with gold colour hair. He said I can't dye brown colour and above, cause of my skin problem and also I didn't make up oftentimes. And also he asked a lot question like how long you dye this colour, what colour you prefer, how long you didn't cut your hair, what shampoo you use...... etc. 

After his consultation had over, another stylist come to me and ask some of the same questions again. Finally he cut my hair and he knew I was not willing to cut this long hair, so he tried to play jokes with me. The process took almost 2 hours and was full of the chemical smell, trust me, it will cause you die if you keep smelling these chemicals. 

Sorry for low quality images ：

Hair Atelier / Hairatelier, I was not sure, but this is the salon. :)

And this was the name card of the hair stylist - Kenneth who cut and dye my hair.

[before dye] 14 peoples 'like' in Facebook.

[after dye] 20 peoples 'like' in Facebook.

Result shown, the new hair style is better than the old one. :)

RM350, is it worth ? I think it is. :)

部落格

晚餐时间，却还没吃晚餐。一边听着黄义达的歌，边写着以他为主角的故事，不知道这次又要写多久。然后突然很想把他的照片作为我的墙纸，所以就去Google一下，然后有搜寻了他部落格，有两三个结果。只是服务器太慢，结果我还是放弃了，想了想，反正也不可能是他写的，机会实在很低。身为一位创作歌手，哪有像我这样的美国时间坐在这里享受咖啡里的咖啡因与电脑的辐射。90后的同学们大概很多会中辐射影响而死掉，而我则是其中之一。

黄义达的部落格有很多人留言，而我的部落格之有两三只苍蝇飞过。不过还是谢谢那些鼓励我的人，所以我才没放弃写部落格，更没放弃写日记。至少，继续保持这样的习惯不会让我的情绪压抑得太厉害。

负面情绪压抑太多，会让人崩溃。

什么时候，我的部落格才会‘红’起来，或者说，什么时候我的吉他技巧会像黄义达的这么好？什么时候我对音乐会越来越执着？说起来，我的手指又隐隐作痛，为了弹B Minor，却一点都还没进步，我太心急了吧。

我就是欣赏黄义达对音乐的执着，因为没什么人会对某样事物过于执着，除了钱吧？

曾经我对于文字也有这样的执着，只是现实让我放弃它，现在我有机会再次把握这机会，我不希望它们再次溜走。文字也好，吉他也好，咖啡也好，尽管得花很多钱也好。

简单来说，我也只是一个支持者，黄义达的支持者。

我的完美男人

哪个女人不想拥有一个完美男人？所谓的完美男人除了外在，当然也要内在。大概是受电视剧的影响，我也希望我的完美男人是这样的。外貌协会的我除了追求外表之外也追求内在美，我希望每天早上都有个人可以轻轻的叫我起身，洗脸刷牙后就可闻到咖啡香，而当我走出客厅时，完美的早餐就已摆在桌上。之后我们都去上班，下班回家洗刷后就可吃到香喷喷的晚餐，当然，那不会是我煮的。晚餐后我也不会洗碗，然后我们就会一起看电视，偶尔会一起争遥控器。周末的时候我们就会出去一起享受一段美好的晚餐，礼拜天则会一起做家务，你则是负责大部分的家务，而我通常都是敲着二郎腿边看书边指导你。简单来说，我的完美男人可能就要当我的玛丽亚，只是对我也要温柔体贴，尤其是我生病的时候会二十四小时不离不弃。

不过，这样的男人在现实中不可能存在，这种男人只会出现在电视剧里让女人们憧憬。

我会有机会遇到吗？我爱的完美男人...

Isolation

Isolation is a defence mechanism in psychoanalytic theory, whereby the person "isolates" the unpleasant idea from the normal emotional response. For example, describing a murder in graphic details without an emotional involvement invokes isolatio.

Source : Wikipedia

This explanation is provided to those who don't understand what's isolation, if you still don't understand what's isolation, then that's 隔离 in Chinese. Understand ?

Since I am in primary school, this had happened to me a lot of time, because I don't know how to manage a good relationship. That's a bad situation for me, I knew. This situation is getting serious after I came to high school, and it happened again today. Sigh. I don't know why is it happened, but it came soundless. Unluckily, the worst thing will happen in tomorrow, which is 3 of my new gang friends all balik kampung, so...the one who will attend the class is only me. It can be predict, cause my classmates usually do not like lecture class. Sometimes, I don't like too, but no choices, that's my responsibility to study and I paid. I don't want to waste the money I paid to TARC. 

Sigh again and start to pity myself. After a month, bad situation happened on me, but some good thing happened too. My presentation get A and my design skill is getting better. Special thanks to all my lecturer and tutor here, I was appreciated your intention to us.

I just don't want to humiliate you with your childish way like a kindergarten kids, if you want to admit that you're then I don't mind, but if you do felt shame. THEN, go to face the wall and reflect yourself.