年初二

简简单单的标题就是今年我想过的生活，今年的华人新年过得很＂典型＂， 所以我也以华文来写这一篇'post'。 尤其是iPad不会帮我分段，所以用华文来写也有好处的。不知大家的年初二如何？我的年初二好似让我有所感触。 今年的年初二第一次到我的叔公家拜访，然后我在想，几十年后我们这些表兄弟姐妹会如何？过年还会不会整天粘在一起？每当阿姨回来我们都会聚在一起，因为难得，但阿姨不在时，我们几乎不联络对方，以后呢？因此，我决定了！现在开始要常常和我的表兄弟姐妹们保持联络，什么方法也好。:) 今天听二表哥说了些故事，他是我崇拜的人的其中之一，27岁的他很本事，但他可以为了家人放弃高薪，的确，家人是排在第一。而且，最近他又买了一间屋子，虽然不是付完，但能付头期，后面还可以供得起也算不错了。自从那次在新加坡去了Ikea之后，我就一直在想，几时我才可以靠自己能力买一间屋子？现在的我连几个月后的零用也在烦，也没有车，一切都变得好现实，看见同龄的同学们过得好幸福，感觉好妒忌。比起来，我渺小得多，更别说家人排在第一位了，我是个不孝女，所以我更要努力、专心、用功...的读书，这样才不会对不起我的阿姨。今天，我的感触不少，同时也增添了许多烦恼，唉...没有分段的＂post＂很乱，大家一定读得很'confuse'！

I am a Shopaholic in Singapore !!!

Tonight, I was sitting in the middle of those packed items because my aunt is going to move, and I'm using the iPad to write my post. I used iPhone to write the post this morning, but it didn't helps me to separate the paragraphs, so just hope the iPad will. I don't know why I have mood to write about my trip here in such a messy area. Oh ya, I am still in Singapore. I am a quite independent girl, so I can walk around by myself. And the main purpose I come here is to enjoy and relax, but I don't understand why my forehead still gets a lot of pimples, it's significant of STRESS ! By then, I like to shopping here, I don't understand why people like to buy more when they are traveling even though it's much more expensive than their country, does it worth ? I don't know, but for me, it is. Everyone knew I am not a shopaholic, but I became a shopaholic here. I felt like want to have everything, included the dress, see ?! That's why I said I am changing my style...again !!! == I didn't get much change to shop in this trip, because my aunt is going to move and I need to give some helps, I planned to. The main help is to take care of my lovely cousin, Dominick, he's in P1 right now and he is looking forward to his education. It's good for a child. Back to my topic, if you're my friends on my Facebook, I bet that you did saw a lot of pictures posted through Instagram from me. It's all from Singapore here, I took pictures of the things I bought and shared. I did like this apps, it's make the pictures have different kind of style. Okay, if you ask me, I did like to suggest you to Bugis, for a must. Things are cheaper there, but the quality also not bad. It's similar with KL Sungai Wang, but you have more choices here. Next will be Orchard Road, it's a road along with many malls and shops, most of them are branded. The prices of the items need to depend to the brand. My favorite one, H&M, the items there are similar with Forever21 and also the prices, but it considered cheap here. For example, each item is about 17.90 dollar, may be you'll say it's still expensive after you convert to Ringgit, but, trust me, it's already call cheap in Singapore and it's popular among the youngers. And you MUST go to the Abercrombie and Fitch, somebody may know about it, not for their clothes because it's expensive, but for the way they advertise. There are few MALE models without wearing any top with well-tone standing there and you can take pictures with them with the instant camera. I am not really sure do you need to pay or what, cause I was not dare to ask for that since I didn't buy anything. And also I was very unlucky, when I went to the shop, only one model there, and he's not my type. Too bad ! What else ? Hmm, Tampines is my 3rd choices. I can't describe that much cause my time been there was so rush, I don't even go in a shop and see what they have. While, I also like the local drama here. My favorite Singaporeans artists, Jennette Au, Elvin Ng and Dai Yang Tian. I wish to find some CDs here for the latest show, but I can't find it. Okay, I knew, it's another long passage again, without any pictures and colors, BORED, I knew. I am sorry about that, but I don't know how to upload a picture with iPad, so... Just keep continue with this kind of post 1st, at least until my laptop fix. I love Singapore, but I love Malaysia too, because those people that I love are there. :)

The Right One

I am not really a good writer, but I learn and try to write. Like here, my lovely blog is a place for me to write something without any restrictions and I love it. I don't know who create blogger, but I like it. However, I am not a good or any famous blogger, I didn't earn any from my blog and also it's not popular, even among my friends. This isn't the point ! But it's related with the title, what I am going to tell, it's about writting too ! I am quite busy recently, and no time for my diary, because it takes time. The differences between diary and those social website is diary is very personal, only you can see, but social website like Facebook, you can share everthing you want with your friends. Then I tried to share something with my friends, but it didn't get much 'like, and what you share is just "something you can share"! And those "something more private" you need to share with only few person, either you talk, SMS, mms, skype and etc.. For me, I did like to use Facebook MSG, it saves money and also saves time rather than write on paper and send through pos. But the person you shared with, must be The Right One. I had few friends that I can share things with, and I'm glad that most of them understand me well. But, there's someone special there, he did understood me well and always there for me (although sometimes he missed. I just send message to him through Facebook and tell what's happened the day and what's in my mind, I shared almost everthing with him and I think he liked to listen from me even though it's seems only one-way communication sometimes. So, I guess, he's the right one for me, I am not meaning he's the prince or my right future husband, but he's the one I could tell everything. While pure relationship is what I needed now. Just want to thank him here, cause he took time to read what I write to him, especially it were long passage always. And my writtings became long and long because of that. See ?

2012

A new year is meaning that we need to rearrange everything, everything goes well last year, for me. I should thanks God for this.

In the end of 2011, I have a great time with my family and my cousins, all of them are sweet and nice, I still miss them, even they back. Next time we meet will be 2012 Christmas period, wish I won't looks old that time, since I already considered 19 years old now. Then I had my final, it's not really a miserable time for me, cause prepared everything before exam start.

2012, Mr.Liang, he will not be with me anymore and there's no words to define our relationship...yet. He is a good guy, but we just not suitable for each other. I am apologize for what I did here.

2012, I started my holiday, Doomsday haven't come yet, the sun still rise up everyday, everyone still try their best to enjoy their life. And what I need to do is, enjoy my holiday from this Sunday on. I am going to Singapore for a week, relax myself and also to help my aunt to move.

Besides education, what else to plan in 2012 or... for the future ?
Should be repair the relationships with family and friends, then, I wish the Doomsday will never comes.

Happy New Year and Happy Chinese New Year, my friends !