Inception

Finally I am back~! Has been many days I didn't come here and post any words. Because my life is boring, damn boring, so nothing special to write. Actually what I felt boring may be is because I doesn't interested about those things which around my life any more.

So, today I watch "Inception". Seriously, not bad. It talks about dream and the characters have to plan an idea inside some one's mind to let him make the decision in his real life. The story is attractive, especially for those person who like something about Psychology like me.

However, at the begin really quite boring and I start feel dizzy, because I just had slept 2 hours last night. Some more the scene keep changing, in the movie this call the layer of dream. Don't know what it is, damn complicated and starting dizzy again. Oh~ My head...

Finally, Joon Keat, Shir Kang and Kin Huang fell into their dreams too. Luckily I didn't sleep if not, sure don't understand what its talking about and keep scolding about wasting time and money, cause I run off my tuition classes for this movie. Quite sorry to myself, cause I just decided want to be more concentrate on my study.

Too long no write ? I need to get a rest. Other special stories at my friend's blog, enjoy~!

Understand

I din't go to school today, because I am sick. Got sore throat, flu and fever until 39 Celsius. People will always felt lonely or silly when they are sick, are you ? But, I am. My hand and leg also felt pain, but cannot check is it dengue or not, cause dengue must fever up to 3 days. Dad is not at home and sister is studying, luckily got friends. My friends all sms to me see whether I die or not. Just a joke. Actually they care of me so much. I hate sick, cause I less sick, if I sick it will become so serious. So, hope this time won't.

By the way, thank to my friends here :
1. Chee Yong, thanks for caring me, he is the first person who knew I sick and keep asking me to sleep early.
2. Shir Kang, thanks for fetch me to the clinic, I don't know whether your health is okay or not, but I hope your everything get well. And I owe you one more meal again. ^^
3. Zhi Kai and Melissa, thanks for sms me and ask about my health some more keep asking me to get more rest.

Thank you all let me understand how important you are to me.

口是心非

据Mavis所表示，我想有四个字可以形容，那就是‘口是心非’。她说我什么？她在我说完一大堆之后很肤浅的回答‘是...是...’ 。不过其实我不觉得自己是个口是心非的人，只是偶尔为了面子撑一下。不知为什么我就是喜欢撑，生病也撑，不开心也撑，就连吃东西也在撑（开玩笑的），可能是我从小就不想给男生看死。可是，如果没有男生就不能显示我们女生存在的意义了，所以还是很矛盾。对于那个人，说真的，我想过放弃，只是没有，不过也没有前进，所谓的顺其自然就是这样待着吗？炜叫我制造机会，我哪懂这些啊！不过，如果真的失去，那也没办法，有些事情冥冥中注定了。虽然大家会觉得我很没用，只是我不敢去做那些什么感情要自己去争取的。Melissa敢是因为她多数没有被拒绝的，而我则是多数被拒绝的，想起来还真可悲。或许我真的不适合恋爱，或许我也不适合那个人，反正他看中的又不是我。

奇怪，明明本小姐的追求者也不少啊！

我的初恋情人

不要误会哦！我不是要写我的初恋情人，而是一出戏。这次又是那种日本的纯爱故事，然后还要是漫画改编的。不过我很喜欢它的漫画哦！很感动，反而戏就没有这么感动，因为cut了很多part，很多应该要拍的都没有拍到。剪接方面也怪怪的，一下子就跳走了，我还怀疑我有没有按错键。真的不错看，想看的记得跟我借^^。

漫画和戏里的其中一幕，很喜欢看到情侣去海边，感觉很浪漫，尤其是这一幕。^^

此时此刻，开心的制造回忆

昨天终于看了Eclipse，为什么ycy他们说这是电影的悲哀呢？我觉得还不错啊！可能女生和男生对于爱情戏有着不同的观念吧~因为Mavis男朋友看到一半好像睡着了。最好笑是，那个萝卜竟然在男女主角要什么的时候问我：“他们要try什么？”，害我们整场戏都在笑。后来我没有去英文补习，因为偷跑去那个Bon odori了，说真的，我不知道什么来的，也不知道有什么好玩。一开始很想去，去到那边人挤人，就找个位置乘凉，再一下子就走了。不过还是玩得很开心啦，虽然我也不知道我们玩了什么...后来去118喝茶，我竟然胃痛发作，害大家有点扫兴。不过，可能是SPM将近吧，我很想把我时间玩耍，而不是把握时间读书，可能是因为我中学生活要结束了，再也不是个小孩了，要当大人咯！既期望又害怕...所以此时此刻应该要把我的中学相簿弄满~ 我和萝卜，昨天因为她，我们都笑得很开心。

尤其是他竟然把70-1=79...哈哈...

Me & Mavis

看得出我在忍笑吗？很明显吧~！

Lobak and Mavis

最正常的一张

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Khidmat Negara notice

Every year all form 5 student must concern on this topic, because we all may need fo to the hell for die. In my friends, many people kena, but got many tak kena oso. Me ? Not receive the reply yet, what should I do ? Wait. The only thing I can do is just wait.

By the way, I think I shouldn't think of others now, what should I do is concentrate on my trial. I have to study now, must. If not, I may die. All subjects I also need to do revision, and somemore form 5 topics I don't understand all. "sigh..."

Actually today is school day, but I absent. Why ? Because lazy and tired. Somemore I don't think I want see the BM teacher and PD teacher. Yesterday let him say we ponteng, but we just late for the class and he locked the door, we couldn't go in, so that's our false ? If not finished school, sure I argue with you~!

Psycho

My psycho problem is getting serious. What should I do ? I don't know. May be I should looked for a psychoanalyst or I should read more book to cool down myself. Is this help ? How I know ? But I admitted I was so cool when I am reading a book, that's good for me. "sigh~"

Next, my mood is getting better now. Tonight is World Cup Final, Spain vs. Holland, at 2a.m. or 2.30a.m. ? I forgot. I am hesitating wanna watch it or not, cause Mr. ycy encouraged me watch with them, at the same time, but different places. Monday is school day and I have tuition too, how I can tahan for the whole day ? May be I'll sleep at 8 or 9 then wake at 2 ? What a good idea ! huh !

By the way, don't know what should I do for that stupid ? I don't think he don't know, but why shouldn't he just reject or give me what the hell excuse ? I think that's better, better than nothing. Ya, better... I just want your answer, but I don't think I have braveness to ask you. Yes, I am recreant.

Last, please forgive with my broken english.

Birthday Party

I am scared when I back home yesterday, because I reach home at 1.25 a.m., really late. I am sorry to my dad, cause he wait me, but finally got gab about my study. But it's really excited yesterday and luckily I din't drunk. It's Wei Ming's birthday party, we celebrate at Pandan Indah's Dolphin, my first time go this place. Then, we play a finger-guessing game, I lose many times, may be I am quite blur that time. But we all had a happy time, then I really pity myself still a single. That time we go "little genting" all couple enjoyed the nice view and had a good time there, but we all sit at there chat only (=.="). Picture ? Not in my phone, my friends took. It's no good that back home late actually, cause is dangerous. XD

愤世嫉俗

最近心情有些低落，可能是因为单身的关系吧？
偶尔会有点愤世嫉俗，尤其追受不了那些情侣在街上又亲又抱的。
明明没有考试，可是我还是越来越累，越来越忙。
本来一个星期里面有星期二和日没有补习的，现在拜三的补习换去拜六早上，然后拜三练舞。
对了，说到练舞。炜好像不能join了，本来今天我们才想好名字，是“Ten to One”，不错吧？
对了对了，说到忙，现在我拜二还有留在学校陪阿Kok做account。
为什么我要愤世嫉俗？为什么那个人不要表示？为什么那个人不要干脆拒绝算了？
这样不是很简单吗？
又换blog skin了，因为之前那个有点乱。
至于为什么是蓝色？
我也没有意见，只是对黑白闷了，又不喜欢粉红色。嗯...大概是这样吧！
难得今天没有补习，为什么我还呆在家闷呢？
又睡不着...只能乖乖做功课...

现在的时间表：
星期一〉Add maths & Maths tuition
星期二〉Do account with ah kok
星期三〉Dance with fake SNSD
星期四〉BM & Penulisan tuition
星期五〉Science & Account tuition
星期六〉Sejarah & English tuition
星期日〉Family day~

靠！

爱疯头

套用罗志祥的歌词“爱疯头”，其实我也没有爱啦！只是最近很爱耍疯癫。
有看姐妹们的blog都知道5T1有多团结，哈哈...不过我还是重复一下。
那天Sport check，然后很多人不爽，就开始唱歌。一开始有点不好意思，不过之后也跟着疯了。

至于练舞，还算满顺利的。只是有时候太多意见，我不能全都接受。
不是我不接受，只是我必须顾虑到所有人，请大家谅解。
其实这也是我们最后一年，更是我们最后一次这样做了，以后也没有这样的机会，所以我不希望发生什么斗嘴的事情，大家有什么意见请直接跟我说。不要透过别人，不然我会误会。

还有...？没什么了。
本来要post我新钱包和铅笔盒的照片上来，但是好像写了太多。
下次吧！

那个人还是这样

你要我怎样啊？

很烦！

累死了

果然我还是老了，才练一点点舞就腰酸背痛。
不过今天玩得很开心，因为明天拿成绩册，虽然这次退步了，但是还是得提醒自己这次不是正式的，所以不用担心之类的废话。
今天帮Suet Ping, Wai Kei & Jia Yee庆祝生日，因为她们都是7月宝宝。
然后，不知为什么突然SportCheck，我们突然练起舞来，再然后是唱歌，所有Pengawas都看着我们。
看来，我们班是进定了black list的。哈哈...不过还是很好玩。
可能玩得太疯的关系，我和Mavis还有Ah Ting就在第二堂国语补习开始前跑掉了，太累了，要回家补眠。
只是，更糟糕的事情发生了，我竟然睡不着，然后还一直在想舞步，队长果然不好当！

那个人明明好像知道了，但是为什么无动于衷呢？

我也没有真的很差的说。