Time flied.

SPM exam is going on, today just finish the third paper Sejarah. Last 2 days are BM and BI, I already try my best, although I have so much confident to get A for these subject, but I still afraid. I scare about the 1119 English and my karangan may out of topic... But I already try my best, its quite hard, only sleep for few hours each day. The bf say worry my health. He is really like my mother, non-stop nagging...... but I like. (Stupid :P)

We just met today after I finish my paper at Carrefour, we didn't meet for 2 weeks, I am so sorry to him. We just contact by phone, because of SPM, my future. I less talk about him since you knew who is the "he" now, I am afraid. He knew what I scare and he understand me, I hate he always can read my mind. How about me ? I am too poor in read people's mind, if not my relationship with friends can be last for longer. I deleted my Facebook account, so I didn't know what can I online for, just for MSN, blogging and twitter.

Time flied. Finally I gonna graduate, fear to my future. I miss my high school life, but waiting for college life too. Life is short, time is treasure. Can't believe I pass so many things in a short time, the sad and happy, I am sorry to those hater and thanks to those friends who care me always.


OMG~! I gonna be an adult soon.

A little bit faith

I am not a brave person actually, all I can do just try. I'm such a Scaramouch in real world. Obviously, this is a bad thing, a bad characteristic for me. If I don't try to walk over what I afraid, my life will stuck here. Those feeling like eat shit in the morning~! Whatever, I should give myself a chance to try, even though may fail, but at least I try. SPM coming soon, left 2 or 3 days. I try to enjoy my study in this stressful time, just try to don't make it too over. I'll be good then besides my eyes really look like a panda's eyes, its really terrible. I'll try to fix this after the exam ends, but prom night will be near that time, can those chemistry stuff help me to cover my blemish ?

我累了，今天。

离考试没剩多久时间，我的身体却好像开始撑不住了。昨天有点贫血的情况，今天头又给我痛了一整天，我真的累了。对于环境的一点声音，我也觉得很吵。昨天下决心从我MSN和电话里删了许多‘朋友’，一些连见面也只是点头微笑的‘朋友’，一些常年来也没联络的‘朋友’，一些我连是谁也不知道的‘朋友’；今天，我把Facebook户口关了，不需要这些了。网上的虚伪程度已让我无法承受，或许我今天真的很累，却什么也没做，更加比异常的多笑了。但是这里，是局外人的世界，并不虚伪。至少，这里的每一个字都是我的真实感受。


我迟早会离开，到一个不远也不近的地方。

或许
我累了
今天

Last day in PTM

I am not a loyal student to a tuition center, I take my tuition classes in 2 tuition center, first one is Perijaya for 2 years and another one is Pusat Tuition Martin for 9 months and 2 weeks. This year February only I start my tuition in PTM, I take BM, Penulisan and Sejarah class. About August or September, I drop the Sejarah class cause I always sleep in that class, sorry to Cikgu Ahmad. Today is my last class, that's bengkel percuma which held by Cikgu Azman. I see him every Thursday, I have to say he had really influenced my mind. If someone ask me who is the one who influnced my life, definitely that person is Cikgu Azman. Really thanks to him who help me to improve my BM and help me to register the BM Seminar for free. I forgot since when I follow the way he talk and his words always affected me, I don't know this is good or bad. Some more he is a good teacher, besides teaching, he still help those students who really poor in BM and not enough money to pay seminar. I would like to meet you again after SPM, wish I get the chance.

Walaupun saya tahu anda tidak akan baca page ini, tapi saya masih ingin ucapkan terima kasih kepada kamu.

Terima Kasih, Cikgu Azman.

有多久时间？

我...还有多少时间？
对于未来，我们总是充满恐惧。

有多久时间，我的部落格没有打华语？

有多久时间，我忘了我的母语，华语？

离我的死期(SPM)，还有多久的时间？

算了，有的时候，我们闭上眼睛，静静地过了这一刻。

虽然浪费，但是休息是为了让我们走更远的路，多么老土的一句话，却什么时候都受用。

现在，我只想安静的享受带在部落格里的时间。

shh......

只有最亲的人才会看见自己的缺点，如果你看见，恭喜你。
因为你是我最亲的人了，白痴~！这也不懂？

New

This picture quite dark, cause we take at the car park.
Before I go saloon.
When my hair doing treatment, I had nothing to do, except reading Y.G.
So good I saw the latest Y.G here, got JYJ news also.

After saloon, my hair looks nicer. Cause the hairstylist know how to blow.
Take at the car park also.

Arh~! My leg looks muscular~!

Thanks to my dearest sis and Pik accompany me.
May be is I accompany her ?
Whatever, both of us spend a lot also.

This is one of my booties, RM10 each.

My sis and Ah Pik buy one also.

I bought some simple clothes today, can wear for tuition and others.
Actually saw some mature clothes and bags, but I not enough money and don't know when can I wear that either.
After I bath, my hair back to the own again, I should ask the hairstylist teach me how to blow it to make it nicer.
Tired and bored life start tomorrow, seminar and study. Wish I can live until SPM starts, sakit tekak now.

Saw Facebook have a notes write about the Doomsday is coming soon, worried.
But I can't worry for so much, right ?
If it have to come, I can't do anything to stop it.Its destiny for us.
So we should appreciate every single moment with the one who we love.

Is the time to change

ENRIQUE IGLESIAS, a perfect man.

I know him because his song, I like it. The MV release in Astro 705 2 times today.

May be I am quite late to know him, cause I am not that "in", I am so outdated actually.

So what ?

The noobie ask me post his picture here, cause he will be my dear now.

How good if Enrique is my dear ?

Look like a mess~!
I just felt my life bored, everyday repeated the same thing. Eat, sleep, bath, dream......eat again. LOL
I want keep my weight under 45 kg leh~!
Finally, decided go out with my sis tomorrow.
Want buy some new shirt and cut my hair, see the picture ? My hair is so thick now~!
This is a hard decision actually, because SPM left 21 days only.
Still got mood out for shopping ? Is she Muntyng ?
Actually I just can't stand for my hair anymore, its really like a MESS.
Some more, I want change my style now. Still simple.
I don't want wear the same T-shirt always. If you're my friend, you might know I wear the same every time. Nothing special.

So I want to CHANGE, become more MATURE.
Miss my dear, cause have a long time no chance to meet him.