New beginnings

My dream house :)
Just only for myself, you may not understand it, cause its make by my bro's Lego.
Hehe...
My drawing, can consider as drawing also.
Take my laptop to repair yesterday, wait at there for 2 hours.
Draw it that time~

And, this is my new and first guitar.
I like it because its black, I am still a beginner.Since I bought it, I had decide not to give up easily like a child did.

I am trying to be mature, but I heard a sentence that said "We are suppose to so childish things before we get old." But learn guitar really hurt my left hand, quite pain, may be its just because I am still a beginner. My laptop fixed, everything done, feel so fresh now. Gonna have a new beginnings now.

Miss my boy so much, we had been 6 days didn't met, because my maid not here, I have to replace her to do the chores. He is quite sad too, cause he is going to open school soon and didn't met me also. I apologize here. Sorry.

My holiday had just begun.

Korean Text Book and my notes.

Books that I bought yesterday, except Breaking Dawn.


All these things will accompany me to pass this holiday. Besides that, I also have to work for money to pay my school fees. I am going to buy a mini guitar too, its quite expensive for me, and I wish I won't give up easily. Since I decided to buy guitar, I had prepare to spoil my fingers and face my health problem. Cause my sleeping time will become more less, didn't know its good or bad. But I want to learn it for a long time, just because of SPM, so I have to postpone, till now. I haven't start my college or university yet, cause still taking the driving lessons, it seems easy for me now. Before I thought I can't get any driving lesson in my life, lucky its better now (my driving skills).

Merry Christmas

Wish you all had enjoyed the Christmas time.
Merry Christmas~!

This is the first time I celebrate Christmas at church. That's fun, we dance and sing there, some more exchange gift with them, its really fun.

Before that we go Pandan Indah Ice-cream House ate Ice-cream.
Erm...not bad, but I dislike that one.
Its name don't know what's crunch.
The stupid and me at church.

His hand. Thanks to Staphanie Ng who help me capture so many pictures.

Mary Stayed Out All Night !

I like this picture, although I not yet watch until this episode.
Waiting my cd, although I not yet buy it. (What are you saying ?)
By the way, I watch until 2nd episode from YouTube...
What can I say is just left "OMG~!!!!"
I got crazy by this man and his song~!
I knew this actor for a long time, but start fall in love with him from 'You're Beautiful'.
And now, 'Mary Stayed Out All Night !' Moon Geun Yong not bad also, she return her cute style in this drama. I still watching her 'Cinderella's Stepsister', she so cool inside.
Jeng Geun Suk also acting a cool guy in this drama, I guess his fans must increasing after this.

最初的梦想

大家的网志都写着Prom的事，或是接下来的计划。只是，毕业了，也代表失业。对于未来，虽说有计划，却还是朦胧一片。我不想忘记最初的梦想，但它却渐渐的被现实侵蚀了。我的吉他到现在都还没买，我的小说现在都还没结束，我的梦想好像按了遥控器上的静止键，而遥控器却不见了，令一方面又有新的遥控器。其实，人本来就应该遵守自己最初的梦想，只是现实真的很可怕。没钱，梦想也破碎了。趁这三个月，我应该尽量把它完成，尽量。当初的梦。

Hair Dying Process

LIESE, what I had mentioned before to dye my hair.
Why I choose this colour ? Don't know. I just dislike brown colour.
Finish put those 'cream' on my hair, wait for 30 minutes.

After wash, still wet.

At least can see some colour. -0-
Looks like brown~!

After few days, the colour come out, looks better, but quite dark.

This is the pose when we practice our dance.

Thanks to Mei Kei's sister help us capture this. (although still blur)

Busying prepare for prom night, but not for myself, is for the presentation.
Its tired, but we have fun and we have a perfect full stop for our high school life.
I use 'full stop' is because after prom, seems like we have no excuse for meeting, may be just me. You still can meet, except me.

High school memories

I miss it. I miss my friends too. I knew we will meet in prom night, but I still miss you. 5 years, even it's not so long but not so short too. Everything just like happened in a blink of eyes, I have no idea about what's happened. I didn't write much in the last day of my high school, cause I don't want the day seems gloomy, its a happy thing actually.

I am not a popular student, because my result not so good actually, its start when form 4. I knew many students, but everyone's same, we change class and make new friends. Less teacher knew me too, I didn't know them either. I am not disrespect, its just timing problem. But I have to say Thank you to all of you, para guru saya, bukan sahaja di sekolah, malah cikgu di pusat tuition juga.

I did a lot of things in my high school, I ponteng class from the back door with Vicky, I cheat in my exam, I drink coffee in the library, I ponteng perhimpunan, I had breakfast with friends before school, I ponteng from school and back home sleep, I sleep in class, I write my name on the wall, I got hate by people, I dance with the girls in dewan, I got surat amaran, I got good result in class, I slap my friend's face, I wear slipper to school, I got punishment to wash the toilet but its not true, I met a lot good and responsible teachers, I met all my friends that I have now, etc.

Wish you all get whatever you want in your life and get your SPM result with only "A & B".

To someone I had hurt deeply,
I still care of you, I can feel when you look at me. I don't know why I think you had forgive me, cause yesterday your sight tell me that you didn't angry anymore. I guess...but still wish its true. I read your blog and knew you're so happy now, I am glad of that. We aren't good friend, we just like normal classmate, but will play together sometimes, its just normal. Nothing more than special. Wish your dreams come true and SPM will get straight As' (we all knew you can).

Finally, SPM finish~!!!!!

Finally can breath, it really feels good~!
After finish SPM, we must :

1.Threw all the books, I means exercise books. Recycle it to protect the earth. Give the reference to the poor too.

2.Burn all the exam papers that you have, include the "slip peperiksaan". (Can recycle it also)

3.Clean your table from the books and stationary, just left your important things on that, its so tired to undertake your books for few years, let it relax.

4.Buy all the things you want to buy before and you are afford to buy too.

5.Enjoy your life with tv, magazine, novel, laptop, computer, shopping, etc and whatever you like.

6.Spend some times with your friends and family or lover, cause you spend a lot times on books before.

7.Empty your mind, let your brain relax.

执着

今天每份报章都刊登了一宗满让人唏嘘的新闻，那是一个年轻人为了4个月的感情而跳楼自杀的人。我并不是很在乎这些时事，因为我本来就是个闲人。只是，由于每个人都在说，而且我也被‘执着’二字吸引。‘执着’和‘死亡’本来就是不相关的两种字眼，‘执着’是好，但为了什么执着，才是真正的用意。因4个月的感情而自杀，这种人实在是有够自私的！并不是说我没有同情心，但我们人只活那么一次，应该没有遗憾的走完这一段路，不管它是长还是短，所以我们更应该不要让每件事留下遗憾，因为我们不知道什么时候心跳会有停止的一刻。难道他觉得生命已经没有遗憾了？难道他觉得他已经把父母亲的养育之恩还清了？死者永远都是值得尊敬的，所以我并不是责备他，因为现在责备也没用。只是，这是给世人的一个教训，尤其是年轻的一代。不够成熟的思想，往往会把事情闹大。

我们只活那么一次，就算是投胎，那也不再是我们了。为此，我们不应该让生命有任何遗憾，我们应该尽自己所能帮助别人过得更好，也帮助自己成长。与其执着自己心中的那一点，不如放手帮助别人燃烧他们心中的那一团小火，心中富有，自己执着的那一点，也迟早会看得开。

SPM left one subject only @ Intro of a Singapore drama

Finally left last subject, its Chinese. I almost forgot this languages in this few weeks. For SPM, my pimples grew like hell, why I didn't have a good skin ? Now I can spend some time to read the Breaking Dawn, its last book of Twilight Saga. I put it on my table since January until now. Finally have chance to open it, many dust on the book just now when I touch it. By the way, I didn't happy that I thought, may be just because my account not so good today. I thought I must get A for this subject, but now I am so so so so worry for it.

I watch that Singapore drama "红白喜事" at Astro 301 recently. Its meaningful and let me understand how worst can human be. I kinda like that actress 欧萱 also, Jia Yee said she so popular in Singapore. He also like to watch this, because of the actor 黄俊雄, his friends said he looks like him, so he very syok~! And put the guy picture as his profile picture on Facebook~! This is the picture of all actors and actress, not only meaningful, but it also can let us learn more about traditional.
And this is the actor and actress that I mention just now, the actress is beautiful, right ? They act as a pair of couple in the drama, but actually they "couple" many times in different drama.

Recently...

(Brothers here.)
Finish second week of SPM, how good is it. Left 3 subjects only, I feel more relax, but still doing Akaun and have to study Perdangangan tomorrow. See my face (from the picture). It's getting worst now, I didn't have a good skin since form 3. Some more I sleep late everyday recently because of the stupid SPM. Any ways to clear "panda eyes" ?? (Leave your comment if you have.) I have so much confidence to get so many As' in the test, but just pray in these 3 months. Opps, one good news, I TAK KENA NS~! Actually I knew already, but recheck just now, still same. :)