Hometown

Yesterday Ms. (Dunno) ask us to write our 3rd journal. I am trying to write it well, but really no inspiration. I chose "A Realization" from the 3 topics and write about what happened I gave that RM10 to the aunt that day, then finally realize the world not that wonderful. But, that's not my topic today. One of the topic is My Hometown. I was admiring those who write non-shop to mention their hometown. My classmates come from different states, Sarawak, Kelantan, Negeri Sembilan, Selangor and Johor. TETAPI, town girl here. I am from KL, and I had no idea to my hometown, or my father's hometown. I back there when Ching Ming, then just eat at there, never stay for a night. Some of my friends love their hometown, like Winnie and Jia Yunn, they miss their hometown and family everyday. However, some of them dislike, cause really too kampung, like ShuYi. I never go to other states, except Sarawak(when I was standard 6) and Perak (my father's hometown). I think hometown or other states just have delicious foods that KL didn't have, that's all only. No more description. I don't understand how they write such a long journal to describe their hometown. I think I must have a look on their journal when teacher pass back to us.

I am very busy and tired till die.

Its week 7 now, week 8 coming soon. This 2 weeks, I worked hard for my mid-term and assignments. Its because those assignments have to pass up on week 8. College life is stable now, but a little bit stress, because I only sleep few hours everyday. I don't understand why my friends still have time to sleep and even go enjoy their clubbing, movie and other else. Sigh. May be I am too hardworking. I am extremely tired these days, I think I will die soon. That's why nothing special happened in my blog, please forgive me if you love to read my blog. (I wish there's someone too :P)

人之初，性本善。

人之初，性本善。这句话在这世上还存在吗？

昨天上学时，在我家巴士站前有个老婆婆，她手扶着拐杖正在向过着马路的我‘求救’。之所以用‘求救’这两个字是因为她的眼神，这种眼神让人不得不伸手帮忙她。基于本性，我也自动的走过去问她什么事。她说她忘了带钱，要我借她10块钱买饭吃，说话时她手在颤抖更加重我的同情心。10块钱不多也不少，是我们身为学生一天的零用，但我想可以少买点吃的来存回这10块。很自动且不用多加考虑的，手里就已经握住一长10块还交到了她手里。虽然心里面一直在挣扎，认为这可能是个骗局，因为在这凶恶的世界中，这种骗局我一天至少见两次，也常常被我拒绝，但一个说话也在颤抖的老婆婆怎么会骗我？而且他妈的脸上还带着那么慈祥且可怜兮兮的样子！不想承认这事实的我还一直认为我又帮了一个人，只是心里不信任的我还是回头看看她怎么了。谁知，同样的情况，有个aunt刚好也经过在阿婆的面前，同样的招手方式，同样的可怜兮兮，同样的从钱包里掏处10快！这一切全看在我眼里，我却不能出去阻止她，也不能向她论证。结果这不忿的感觉就被发泄在这里了！

不忿不是因为被骗了10块，而是被一个慈祥的表情骗了，也被自己的本性骗了。明知道的事实却不能说什么，本性难道就是在鼓励这种骗局的发生率吗？尽管明知这种骗局很多，但是就算心里怀疑，如果我们不给予帮助，而他们是真的需要我们的帮忙呢？我们不应该拒绝他们的求助吧？

First time attempt the real College Life

Today isn't our first presentation, but is the first time to wear formal and present officially. These are my group members, ShuYi, JiaYunn, Winnie, Me, and Arthur. =] We all look so smart, right ? We still have more presentations are coming, hope we can do better and better now. Some more, today our presentation was success, we got 90 marks over 100. It's a good beginning, last time we got 70, it's better now. Wish we can do our best and get highest mark. But...the next presentation was differentiate by our tutor, so we all in different group next week, wish we also can present better. By the way, next monday do we need to wear like this again ? I didn't have formal clothes actually.

After class finish, ShuYi and me joined Chee Wah's group - Chee Wah, Sing Seng, Ah Boon and Ah Hau to watch movie - X-Men First Class. It's awesome ! I never watch X-men series before, because I thought it will quite boring, may about aliens and fight. But today I changed my mind, it still about fight, but it's not talking about aliens, is mutants. Is quite interesting, human's characteristics changed by mutation and cause by radiation, this cause the evolution of human. It's cool, huh ?

From these mutants, I prefer the one who can reads people's mind and control their action, is really cool if i can read people mind, hehe...

BUT ! The one who attract my eyeballs is Lucas Till, the one who act in Taylor Swift's You Belong With Me music video. He is really handsome, when his first scene appear, me and ShuYi were excited at the same time. This is that scene we saw. He had a super power in the movie also.

A long post again...

That's all for today, thank you for your time to read.

Honestly, today really my first time to attempt the real college life. ^^

Public Transport

Do you recognize this logo ?

Because of I'm studying in TARC which located at Wangsa Maju, so I will popular with the public transport, like bus, LRT and Kelana Jaya/Putra, but ! Today or Finally I realize is popular that Malaysians eat or drink inside the public transport, but the logo is just nearby only. Is it not enough big so they can't see ? Or they don't know what means of this logo ? I remember once I eat a pack of Potato Chips in LRT, then got an aunt use Chinese say, "LRT bu neng chi dong xi de." (Can't eat inside LRT), make me so shy that time. Since that day, I don't eat inside a public transport again, except drink, cause when you're thirsty, you can't control yourself to drink water. I still can't accept people eat in public transport !

This morning I take bus to school, I realize I just need an hour and 30 minutes from my house to school, included walk, bus, LRT and Kelana Jaya. So I no need to wake up so early everyday. Opps ! Forgot my topic, this morning I take Bas Wanita, I thought this just an advertisement, but when a male want come in, the driver stops him and say, "Ini Bas Wanita la, lelaki tak boleh !" Then the guy seems don't know what happen and very angry. Is it this not fair to male ? Or Good for female ?

Whatever, I don't know what I talk today. =S

Really tired when everyday spend 3 hours on travel. Sigh.

Assignmentsssss...

Actually didn't have the inspiration to write anything here, but just feel like want to write some thing, so I think write about my 'Assignmentsss' will be a good idea. Every first year student like me sure met this problem, that's "Don't know where to start ?" or "Don't know how to start ?", not only Advertising student like me, but Journalism and other course also. For Journalism, their assignment harder if compared with our Advertising's one. Besides, we still have assignments of Mass Communication, Hubungan Etnik and Information Technology. These assignments really make me headache. Luckily, it's group assignment, so we can cooperate with classmates, reduce the headache, *laugh*. Is the time to stop, I think.

WHERE'S MY MONEY GONE ??

Do you good in mathematics calculation ? Do you know where you spend your money everyday ? If your answer is "yes", then you no need to see this post again. Thank you.
BUT...if your answer is "no", then let's think about it, even we aren't poor, but at least don't simply waste the money. For a normal student like me, RM50 is enough for us in a week. This situation happened when I'm studying in high school, but after become a College student, RM50 may be just enough for 2 to 3 days.

My Calculations :
Books RM28
Stationary RM2.2
Homework stuffs (RM7.5 + RM5.9) [*divide* 5 person later]
Lunch RM9
Sponge Cake for brothers RM13
Correction Tape RM6.9

TOTAL = RM72.50

Pengmiutang : RM15
Penghutang : RM 10.72

Account student here :)

After I calculated, I realize that I was really spend a lot today (Cash), but for life expenses only 'Lunch' is RM9. Besides, all the things are not mine, except 'Books' and 'Homework stuffs'. Once my wallet is empty, I will feel very upset. Today, it's not empty yet, just...left...RM1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

By the way, thanks to Mr.Ah Wai who fetch Carlyn and let me tumpang to college. Some more he buy us McDonald for breakfast. Really thanks a lot.

The End. :)

Advertisement Slogans

I think you already knew I am taking Diploma In Advertising. Less people know about this subject, for whole course only 50+ students. From the Ice Breaking session, I think most of them thought Advertising is an interesting subject. Actually it isn't. You thought your mind is special, but why can't you think out the better slogan than this ? Even you think out, but if it doesn't have any effect on the products means you aren't success also. Sigh.
Doing the tutorial questions actually, but need examples, so I find from web. Then discover all of this, but I still can't figure out the meaning or can't explain it well in any languages. Am I really suitable to this course ? Where's my confidence ? It became lesser in night.
When can I figure out a slogan which can imprinted in people's mind ? Wish I can. =]

College Life

All my friends who went to College or University will create a new photo album in Facebook for sure. Those albums included the pictures of them with their new friends. But for me didn't have, some more I don't know why I can't get any friends in College, except Hi-Bye friends. Sigh. The timetable and contents of study also comfortable for me, except the assignments only. Those assignments really annoying me, since I had a long time didn't use my brain after SPM. Why we need to do that ? Why we can't just study as high school, but need to have a big change ? I knew we are growing up, but not in this way, please. It makes me headache. A classmate who live nearby in a share house with friends makes me feels like want to move out, but the living expenses we need is at least RM1000 per month. So I think RM100 per month for Rapid Pass as my transport is better than the rental and living expenses.

This is a student Rapid Pass sample, I will get the same one in this Friday, but is with a nice picture. That time will upload mine to show you.

To be continue......

The Shinning Star-Lee Jong Suk

This is the young man, Lee Jong Suk, an actor but also a model. He is 22 years old now, 185 cm and 65 kg. Check this on Wikipedia if you want know more about him. I'm watching Secret Garden recently, it's SBS production. His act in this drama attract me, first is because his handsome face, second is because "He is my type~!". Looks girlish also, but still my type. He act a gay inside the drama, he acts good, because he really looks like a gay. Sorry for his fans, but I'm praising him. Lee Jong Suk, fighting~!!!!
P.S. My hand phone wallpaper also put his pictures, will be crazy sometimes. Please forgive me.
The CRI show 2011 by Jang Geun Suk will be show at 4Th June 2011.
Log on http://www.rhythm-land.com/ to get more information.
Log on http://www.airasiaredtix.com/ to buy Gold, Silver and Bronze tickets.

暮

曾经我写了一篇作文，题目也是‘暮’，大概在09年的时候，还登上了校刊。那篇作文是描述一个老人家后悔自己对家人所做的一切，孤独的老年，称之为‘暮’。简简单单的生活，就这样等待死亡的来临。人生之中的‘暮’，可怕得我们不敢靠近，大家都想让自己变得年轻。死了也就一了百了，之前的那几年才是最痛苦的。冷酷的家人，虚弱的身体，孤独得可怕，想做什么却又做不了，没钱过好些的生活。想要的，只是一个伴，人也好，动物也好。

The Partner Of A Lifetime

Prince William & Kate Middleton
Their relationship had go through a lot of test and these let their love become more tougher. Finally they together, become the partner of each other in a lifetime. Everyone was admire Kate Middleton who can marry with a prince, it's just like a fairy tale. However, they didn't know she learned hard to fit in his life and she did well, so this called love.
黑人 & 范玮琪
10 years ago, their love. This isn't an easy thing for people, it's hard to constant your love on a person for such a long time. But in fact, they go through 10 years and gonna together with each other for their whole life yesterday. It's not a long time, but not that short also. As she what she sang, there's no any short way for happiness, only manage.

Alex & Stephy
Moreover, this is the October couple. Their love had been 7 years. In these years, many stories happened between them, it's fake, because they are actor, their love started from movie, but never end inside the movie. They had broke up before and together again, this make their love more constant. It's true, now they admit their love and marriage. Another fairytale is coming soon.

I knew everyone should admire of their love and such a wonderful marriage, especially for girls. These weren't a fairy tale, but it's happened in this real world. Not only them, but a lot of couple also. Don't think you can't have these, you can and you will. The marriage for every single couple is fairy tale, is wonderful, and will be last forever. Don't ever think about broke up since you promise to take care each other in a lifetime. It's important for learning about manage a good marriage. Please appreciate and take good care for those people who be with you, even you haven't promise yet, but she/he already sacrificed something for you.

College life is not suitable to me.

My College Logo =)

This sentence is a common sentence for every new student to college, may be some not. They enjoy ? I guess so, but I'm not. I am sick of the society and co-curricular activities, but must earn 2 credit hours, if not can't graduate. By the way, I still get lost in the big campus, some of them admire because my campus so big, but get lost is a worst. Sweat a lot when sunny and get wet when raining day, some more will get headache easily when trying to find out the way.

They asked me try to make some new friends there, so you will find out the benefit of college life. I had made few new friends, but not so close with them, only Carlyn accompany me at college. She took Accounting and I took Advertising, it's different class, but she live nearby my house only, so can go and back together. Actually I saw few friends from High School study there also, but not so close with them except Kin Onn, like the one who still hate me, Vinny, her friends and my classmates, Yi Juen, Stephanie and Hui Min. Kin Onn's friends, Boon Chun (Carlyn saw, not me), Jun Fei and Julius. Yvonne and Winnie studied at there also, a lot ? Quite. Opps, forgot Zhi Kai and Sok Sin (she's taking English Class).

I'm afraid of the assignments and examinations, even not start yet, but I feel a little but stress through that, because I didn't know anything about those things. If my lecturer ask me to do it, where do I start ? And I had rest for a long time, I means my brain, so it can't function well yet. It's 'spaceless' now, the SPM stuff still inside my mind. It's take a lot of space, I scare I can't study well, can't get a good GCPA rates and etc. All so stress, additional everyday needs to spend 5 hours on my transport, it's so annoying all the times !

Well, until here first, any new surprise to my new life, I will post a new post again. Bye !

Water for Elephants-Life is the most spectacular show on earth.

Water for Elephants.
I don't understand why the title is "Water For Elephants", but this movie really inspire me.
When it's finished, I was just like awake from a dream or I just heard a greatest love story.
I love elephants, they are my favourite animals, they are smart, big, kind, and beautiful. I remember once I was watching National Geographic and there were a little elephant had lost. They believe he may sick, so their family left him alone, if not they will come back for him, but they didn't. That scene makes my tears drop.
So, the scene that August (Christoph Waltz) hit the elephant was showing, I keep telling myself "All are fake and it's just acting."
And OMG, I can't believe, isn't ? How can they treat the animals like that, but this is the fact, because human are suffering too.
Robert Pattinson has a good look and he is a good actor too. His acting become better compared with Twilight.

By the way, the story was touching. You can see the life.
It's a good movie.

Forgotten

Forgotten.
Almost... I had forgotten about my life. I don't think that's a hard life, but sure not the easy one. Everyone hopes to have an easy life, no problems at all, no need to work hard, no need to suffer, etc. But, this call life, with sweats, tears and blood. Even it's hard, we all knew, but we still need to work this out. For life.
Almost... I will fell into it again. A trap with nothing inside but feelings. I am sorry that I'll protect myself and not letting you guys hurt me anymore. I apologize because this may cause your inconvenience.
I need to be myself and I have to be. This is what I can do, the only thing.

So, please don't think you can talk about nonsense through my words again. You can't use my words, like you can't use my mind too. Don't thought who you are, because you are just nothing, when time had reached, you will be nothing. What you left ? Money ? No, that's will be taken by your silly daughters and sons, they had been waiting this moment for a long time.

So, please don't think you can come into my life again. Leave me alone if you don't mind.
If not, I swear I'll make you regret and this will be the biggest mistake that you made in your life.