那些年

那些年，我们一起追的女孩。电影。

真不愧是九把刀，永远没有让我后悔把钱花在他的书上，如今那RM12算是值回票价了。虽然要省些两三天的晚餐，不过那已经是习惯了。

戏里的青春，我好似已经不再拥有，好悲哀。男主角不停的奋斗，女主角的用功，和两人的暧昧都打动了我。在戏院里，没有纸巾的情况下不停的哭，因感动而落泪。或许他真的真的很爱她。

主题曲“那些年”更是好听，虽说不知胡夏是谁，但刀哥的歌词是在和电影里的情节好相配！

谁不知道这出戏在台湾掀起一大热潮，‘那些年’，或许几年后，这个字眼将会常常出现在我嘴里。

回味起来，那些年将是我努力读书的那几年，那些自由自在、无忧无虑的青春，我多想回到的那些年。如今，虽然只就读学院，但压力已经够我承受了，每个人都为了好成绩奋斗，多几年，我们将要出社会，那个时候，我要做什么呢？我们还会有所谓的真心朋友吗？我还能像现在这样写吗？还有追求自己梦想的动力吗？或许喜欢的爱好就会一一放弃，这些，好像就是长大的征兆。除了上下班，大概什么都不用做就直接往床上躺，我已经可以想象未来那些年，我的邋遢。

戏中，女主角说过一句话，“人生本来就有很多事情是徒劳无功的”。我想我们都经历过这些事，只是自己不发觉而已。

总之，我强力推荐！若不看，以后你的嘴边挂着的将会是“那些年，我错过的电影！”。

Beginner

This sem, I had take the co-cu to earn 2 credit hours and also I started my guitar lesson. The 4th lesson had been taken yesterday, I learned some round chord, especially for the song, Love Story by Taylor Swift. Even though I didn't play it very well, but I practice everyday and always make a lot of noises. Just wish my skill can become better, that's why I may start the Theory lesson next month too, and Vicky may become my teacher to teach me Theory.

Yesterday after the guitar class, I went to Yamaha Claris at Midah to visit Vicky and also buy the capo and tuner. Most of the stuff are pianist and no guitarist there, that's why nobody understand what I want. Luckily another teacher (I think she's a teacher there), finally she take the 'kiap' (capo) to me.

Finally I bought this, Total Price RM 71.50 and Vicky give me 10% discount, so total is RM65. Its like the capo is free to me, cause the capo cost RM 6.50. =)

While I took Squash as my co-cu subject, every Friday morning. Very tired, but learn some skill of squash. Then, my leg and right hand will suffer from muscle pain every Saturday. It feels like "OMG, again ?", and I had to put on some medicine on my hand and leg before sleep. Sigh.

Even it make me very tired, but I like the feeling that learned something.

Time to Dye

These days I just couldn't accept my hair like this and because it's too long, so it make me so hot and troublesome. FINALLY, I decided visit to the salon that nearby my house in Jusco, Maluri to have a hair cut and dye another colour for my hair.

I did a lot of research and keep asking my friends what colour suit me, nobody suggested brown or gold, cause those colours more to yellow colour, and that will cause my face looks more weak since I already weak enough.

Most of them suggest, purple black/black purple, but I do not like the colour, it seems weird on me.

When I walk to the salon, I still haven't decide yet. Then the receptionist ask me to have a consult with a hair stylist with gold colour hair. He said I can't dye brown colour and above, cause of my skin problem and also I didn't make up oftentimes. And also he asked a lot question like how long you dye this colour, what colour you prefer, how long you didn't cut your hair, what shampoo you use...... etc. 

After his consultation had over, another stylist come to me and ask some of the same questions again. Finally he cut my hair and he knew I was not willing to cut this long hair, so he tried to play jokes with me. The process took almost 2 hours and was full of the chemical smell, trust me, it will cause you die if you keep smelling these chemicals. 

Sorry for low quality images ：

Hair Atelier / Hairatelier, I was not sure, but this is the salon. :)

And this was the name card of the hair stylist - Kenneth who cut and dye my hair.

[before dye] 14 peoples 'like' in Facebook.

[after dye] 20 peoples 'like' in Facebook.

Result shown, the new hair style is better than the old one. :)

RM350, is it worth ? I think it is. :)

部落格

晚餐时间，却还没吃晚餐。一边听着黄义达的歌，边写着以他为主角的故事，不知道这次又要写多久。然后突然很想把他的照片作为我的墙纸，所以就去Google一下，然后有搜寻了他部落格，有两三个结果。只是服务器太慢，结果我还是放弃了，想了想，反正也不可能是他写的，机会实在很低。身为一位创作歌手，哪有像我这样的美国时间坐在这里享受咖啡里的咖啡因与电脑的辐射。90后的同学们大概很多会中辐射影响而死掉，而我则是其中之一。

黄义达的部落格有很多人留言，而我的部落格之有两三只苍蝇飞过。不过还是谢谢那些鼓励我的人，所以我才没放弃写部落格，更没放弃写日记。至少，继续保持这样的习惯不会让我的情绪压抑得太厉害。

负面情绪压抑太多，会让人崩溃。

什么时候，我的部落格才会‘红’起来，或者说，什么时候我的吉他技巧会像黄义达的这么好？什么时候我对音乐会越来越执着？说起来，我的手指又隐隐作痛，为了弹B Minor，却一点都还没进步，我太心急了吧。

我就是欣赏黄义达对音乐的执着，因为没什么人会对某样事物过于执着，除了钱吧？

曾经我对于文字也有这样的执着，只是现实让我放弃它，现在我有机会再次把握这机会，我不希望它们再次溜走。文字也好，吉他也好，咖啡也好，尽管得花很多钱也好。

简单来说，我也只是一个支持者，黄义达的支持者。

我的完美男人

哪个女人不想拥有一个完美男人？所谓的完美男人除了外在，当然也要内在。大概是受电视剧的影响，我也希望我的完美男人是这样的。外貌协会的我除了追求外表之外也追求内在美，我希望每天早上都有个人可以轻轻的叫我起身，洗脸刷牙后就可闻到咖啡香，而当我走出客厅时，完美的早餐就已摆在桌上。之后我们都去上班，下班回家洗刷后就可吃到香喷喷的晚餐，当然，那不会是我煮的。晚餐后我也不会洗碗，然后我们就会一起看电视，偶尔会一起争遥控器。周末的时候我们就会出去一起享受一段美好的晚餐，礼拜天则会一起做家务，你则是负责大部分的家务，而我通常都是敲着二郎腿边看书边指导你。简单来说，我的完美男人可能就要当我的玛丽亚，只是对我也要温柔体贴，尤其是我生病的时候会二十四小时不离不弃。

不过，这样的男人在现实中不可能存在，这种男人只会出现在电视剧里让女人们憧憬。

我会有机会遇到吗？我爱的完美男人...

Isolation

Isolation is a defence mechanism in psychoanalytic theory, whereby the person "isolates" the unpleasant idea from the normal emotional response. For example, describing a murder in graphic details without an emotional involvement invokes isolatio.

Source : Wikipedia

This explanation is provided to those who don't understand what's isolation, if you still don't understand what's isolation, then that's 隔离 in Chinese. Understand ?

Since I am in primary school, this had happened to me a lot of time, because I don't know how to manage a good relationship. That's a bad situation for me, I knew. This situation is getting serious after I came to high school, and it happened again today. Sigh. I don't know why is it happened, but it came soundless. Unluckily, the worst thing will happen in tomorrow, which is 3 of my new gang friends all balik kampung, so...the one who will attend the class is only me. It can be predict, cause my classmates usually do not like lecture class. Sometimes, I don't like too, but no choices, that's my responsibility to study and I paid. I don't want to waste the money I paid to TARC. 

Sigh again and start to pity myself. After a month, bad situation happened on me, but some good thing happened too. My presentation get A and my design skill is getting better. Special thanks to all my lecturer and tutor here, I was appreciated your intention to us.

I just don't want to humiliate you with your childish way like a kindergarten kids, if you want to admit that you're then I don't mind, but if you do felt shame. THEN, go to face the wall and reflect yourself. 

就是喜欢写

新学期刚开始，5个科目中有一科是Chinese Writing for Mass Media。说真的，我喜欢这一课，感觉在未来可以有所发挥。有些能可能感觉很沉闷，因为要写很多东西，但对于喜欢写的人来说，几千个字根本不算什么。这科的assignment是做专访，感觉就是在当记者那样，虽然有点辛苦，但这样的工作是我梦寐以求的。这样的经验真的是一大收获！希望这科能拿高分些吧～
然而，最近为了画画而烦恼，尤其是用电脑。我是个电脑白痴，从小到大也没什么艺术天分，我应该读广告的吗？算了，既然开始了，那就得好好的结尾，这样才对得起所有人嘛～

对于艺术可是没有太大的肯定，但...就是喜欢写。

黄义达《保留》

因为太爱而分手，因为相爱而保留。

怎么会呢？

是因为某些或是某种什么而导致......

黄义达的《微光》已是不久前的事了，不过依然有着一贯的作风，这就是他吧。

如果不是无聊，或许我也会错过这么一部作品。《保留》，唐嫣与黄义达合演，故事大纲就有待各位自己去看吧？其实是一部老土的爱情故事，但却以不一样的方法来演绎了。幸好我的科学不差，不然我也不太明白里面的物质原理。如果地球上有这么一种材料的话，那我也想要保留什么，像黑洞那样，把我要保留的东西吸进去。

戏里有一幕是回想的时候，黄义达不停的说：“我爱你...我那么爱你...我爱你，对不起，现在我没有能力去爱你...”。看到这里，眼泪无法控制的滑下，不停的。无法把两人的爱情给记住，唯有把它给保留下来。曾经两人相信，只要足够的相爱，那就可以对抗永远的在一起。谁没有过这种时候，只是岁月经过现实的煎熬，还有谁要相信？为什么我们就不能一直坚信呢？
我们连自己剩下多少能呼吸的时间都不知道，怎么就不要相信自己的爱呢？

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PYQnVqwkm7k&feature=share

Chelsea and Manchester United

Yesterday night was big match between Chelsea and MU, it's exciting ! Chelsea was the first team I support because of my dad, then MU is because of Van Der Sar. However, he's not joining this game because he retired. I was sitting in front of the TV alone and shouting alone too, but it still exciting. MU got 3 and Chelsea 1 full time. David De Gea is really talented, like Van Der Sar, he saved a lot. While MU actually can goal more, but Chelsea defenders really good. After half time, too much blue when Rooney wants goal. Torres missed the chance too, both of them quite unlucky. But we couldn't mention it with "luck", its depends on technic, this is what peoples said.

At least we enjoyed, it is really a nice game, both powerful teams.
Congrats to MU and Chelsea have to cheer up too. =D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aaVRU5MDPNk Watch Highlights at YouTube ! 

Movies day

Yesterday was a movies day for me, I watch 3 movies, not that much but, but its quite many for me. First, Fetish. I don't really understand what's the story about, is kinda traditional Korea story. While, to let you more understand what is Fetish, this is Wiki answer :

Fetish is fetish crazy, sexual perversion of a kind that is certain inanimate objects or body parts as erotic objects from the object or parts of acquired motivation, or through an outside genitals, usually associated with sex activities not directly related to the specific object of sexual arousal and sexual satisfaction has been a phenomenon. 

Then, I watch Letter To Juliet. Amanda Seyfried is beautiful. Because of this movie, I felt I want to go Italy in the future. I want go to Juliet House too. And it motivated me to write again, I wishes I can be a good writer too. Everything may be truth, if I write.

Last movie was Just Go with It, seriously, it's not my kind of movie, but it's funny. Thus, we must appreciate those who nearby us, he/she may be your love one. Even he/she is not, you should appreciated what they did for you.

Weird, these are not special movie or what new movie also, but I just write down.

This so called Muntyng's Vacation. =S

Heaven Postman and SungKyunKwan Scandal =D

Finish few movies in my sem break, that's because I really nothing to do, just sit at there and spend money is what I can do. [sigh] I am sorry for useless, but I still keep writing diary everyday, to make sure my sem break not that meaningless. 

Besides, still contact with Vicky, I bet when we old we still can sit down and chit chat, about everything. 

While, the first drama was SungKyunKwan Scandal, hmm...

The story not that special, but Micky's acting really make the scene funny, some more Yoo Ah In and Song Joong Ki's act good too. Park Min Young is pretty too =] Admire, she fell in love wirh Micky in the movie, can I ? I knew I love JaeJoong, but...

 Then, finally I watch Heaven Postman. Can't find this movie on YouTube before, so I give up. But today I tried to type its name on PPS, finally got it ! [LAUGH]
It's a meaningful movie, it shows people's love and care to their friends and family members who pass away.
And Hero help them to send their love, as a postman...
If there's a place, I would like to send letter to there, for someone I love.

Few nice song in these drama and movie : Found You by JYJ

Love by Kim Jae Joong

Too Love by Kim Jun Su 

and For You it's Separation, To Me is Waiting by Kim Jae Joong

一些人。。。

"How are you ?"

"??"

"Just want to know how are you..."

"Who are you ?"

"..."

有没有一些人你一直都把他们放在很重要的位置，但他们却不当你是什么？就算你每天挂念你们以前在一起的日子，但他们却不曾想过你。有那么一些人，偶尔当你向他/她问好时，他/她却不理你，不然就是问“你是谁？”。心里有那么一点冷冷的，却又无法告诉他你是谁。就算说了，你们之间也没什么可谈了。从前的朋友，好朋友，男朋友，女朋友。。。已经变成比陌生人还要糟糕的人了。只是，这一切并不值得可怜，因为这世界上没有说没有谁而不能活的人，我和你也一样。

我一直挂念的人也忘了我。

GoodBye & Welcome

Few days ago in last week when I am celebrating my birthday and there is a farewell match for Mr.Edwin Van Der Sar. It's his first club, Ajax vs Dream Team XI which made up notably of Wayne Rooney, Ryan Giggs, Dirk Kuyt, Edgar Davids, Rio Ferdinand and Dennis Bergkamp. "May be he is the best goalkeeper that Manchester United ever had", said United legend Sir Bobby Charlton. Is sad for his left, however, his son Joe who signed for MU, he might continue his father's spirit in the future. 

By the way, after Van Der Sar's retiring, the one who replace his place become the no.1 goalkeeper of MU will be David De Gea, a young Spanish man. MU will pay more attention on him, among others. He is just 21 years old, I will keep an eye on this young man. :P 

GoodBye to Van Der Sar and welcome to De Gea

Wish Van Der Sar will have great days in the future. =D

Happy Birthday to ME~! (Thank YOU, all of you!)

Since today is 3rd August, then everyone will wish me and I have to reply thank you. =]

There's no words to describe, today really is a great day~!

Even though didn't have celebrate, but we still enjoy dinner with family and Mr.L. It's the 2nd time we eat together with my family, but don't know how many times I eat with his family. However, this is not the point today.

Through Facebook, many friends wish me Happy Birthday, so its remind me about my last year birthday celebration and my friends. I knew we shouldn't live in the past, but just miss them.

Kevin Vincent, the Indian mix with Chinese (I think ?). Last time we're best friends when we're form 2, then because of his father's job, his brother and him have to move to don't know where. I was sad when he moved. Then we didn't contact each other anymore. Really an old friend.

The one who younger than me for 3 days, Ho Wei Bok. The one who is my neighbor, my best friend, son of my parent's friends and my schoolmates. We spend the primary school days together, almost. But since we graduated from primary school, I didn't contact with him and his cousin, Ho Giet Ynn who also same as his position.

Next are my primary school friends, Diing Yienn (The boy that I like when I am so young!), Joel, Keng Hong (The healthy man, my brother.), Chau Zi En (the one I admire because she's really tall), and a lot I forgot their names, sorry. By the way, thanks for your wishes today.

I have to thanks to my high school seniors too. I knew them because of my sister, they also knew me as "YiTyng's sister". Lucky they still remember my name. Kin Kit, Tuck June, Casey Gan, Vivian Mun, Keith Liew (my brother), Teck Chee (my big brother who had lost for a long time), Hin Yun, Kah Soon, Yu Seng, Kai Foong (YiTyng's boyfriends) and many many many many many many many many.................................

Juniors -  YiiTong, Niko Mun, Lion Gang, Choon Fai, Mun Jun, Suggy, Nixon Khoo, Jie Ying (Kok Fai's sister) and so on. Thanks to you all here. Especially for Kok Fai's friends, Dexmond and Wmh Honn who tag him in their post. =]

Then the high school friends, Mavis who makes me feel so touching, Vicky (we just met this morning), Kin Onn, Kin Huang, Hao Kit, Carlyn who now studying the same college with me, Zi Qi, Chee Yong (ycy), Ah Tai, Syafiq, Syahir, (Meor didn't wish me on Facebook =[ ) and etc. (can't mention all, sorry =( ). Thanks to them who give their wishes to me sincerely.

I also got wishes from TARC friends, Arthur, Emily, ShuYi, SingSeng, Charles, Ah Haw, Pinky, Summer, See Ying, Jia Yunn, Winnie (who hurts her left leg today), Charlene, Vecelyn, Ashveen, who else ? Too many. Sila beri peluang bagi saya untuk mengucapkan "Terima Kasih" kepada kamu.

AND, my lovely cousin, Dominick (who Skype with me for almost half hour from Singapore), Lily (my 表嫂～), David Liu (where are you now ?), Cheryl Lee, Yeyee Loy and ... have I miss someone ? And my aunts and uncles, thank you very much, I will appreciate your love.

ESPECIALLY THANKS TO, 

My parents who born me and build me up in a best condition, so I can become so strong now. 18 years old, now I have to depend myself for everything.

Pn.Foong, who helps me a lot in my Account, I am sorry to her because I didn't take Accountant this course. But I know she won't mind, even after graduated, she still care of us a lot. Her wishes was appear on my Facebook Wall, I am glad that she post there, even she just post.

Cikgu Azman! Honestly, he don't know today is my birthday, he didn't wish me too. But today I met him in Kelana Jaya Line LRT Station, we felt strange. I can feel he's uncomfortable because I am standing beside him. I really feel so excited, cause I was treated him as my idol, he is so talented. Because of him, I love BM again, because of him, I didn't fail my BM, at least. But actually I thought I can get better than C+. Sigh.

My Siblings - YiTyng Ng, Chng Ein Ng and Kaie Ein Ng~! Thanks for your accompany for 18 years.

Mr.L, I didn't forget you. Don't worry. I know you love me.

I have receive many wishes from you, don't keep say happy birthday, improve a bit. =P

Thanks for your tolerate, I 'll more appreciate this relationship  in the future.

FINALLY, I am 18 now. I have to be more mature. 

Even it actually doesn't change much on my physical.

Sekian, Terima Kasih. :)

Hp Youcam =P

After school.

Waiting the time for tuition.

Tiring, but resting.

While, quite boring, because alone at home. =]

Facebook ? Twitter ? LOL!

Create something to write today.

Here I am~

DUDE !

The last one.

Funny, but don't hit me if you don't like. *LOL*