Happy National Day :)

Although I don't think anything happy happen today, but today should be patriotism a bit, so wish my friends have a Happy National Day.

By the way, my homework still constant on my table, but I was sitting in front of my computer whole day.

Oh ya, this is 98 post, a lot. Last time I deleted some, because too much.

How many post this blog can contain ? And how long my blog can live ?

Yesterday outing to celebrate ahead of Hui Ling's birthday, took a lot pictures, happy memories.

My blog is getting bored and bored, why ?

Cause my life is boring too, actually I can put some pictures here when blogging, this may increase my visitors, but I was lazy.

Want see pictures ? Go my facebook profile there.

As a GOOD girl

Before trial exam, before SPM, I know I should stay at home be a GOOD girl. Its me before I knew Mavis, before I had lot of friends. Before that, I really being a GOOD girl at home, got GOOD result and listened to my parents. That's me before this year. I didn't understand what was really happened, cause its just all of a sudden. Suddenly Mavis is my best friend, suddenly I joined MG to have fun at outside always, my activities had increased. My dad felt odd of my changed, he try to fix it back, but I don't know whether work or not. Sigh. By the way, I gonna be a GOOD girl right now, at least before SPM, I keep telling myself. I am afraid, but I was greedy, I want my result with flying colours but also want to have a unforgettable memories with my friends. I hate myself being like this, but I just don't want to regret, because time never return. As a GOOD girl, I should avoid all the things right now, I gonna concentrate, concentrating and concentrated. Sigh, hope I will make it.

Hope my friends won't blame on me, hope my parents won't disappointed of me.

By the way, thanks to Mavis who bring this to me. Seriously.

Not interest.

Am I not interest to my blog anymore ? Sigh. Have been long time did not write here. What to do ? I am not good in writting anymore, my life also getting boring. My life does not have any interest things happen. My relationship does not have any change, still single, still lonely. Then my friendship is still constant and my homework is getting more and more. Somemore have to study for SPM, but my friends keep asking me out for date. Trial and SPM coming soon leh, guys~ Study la~ Sigh. I really don't know what to do at next, I am tired and sleepy, but I won't sleep so early normally even I was sleepy. Is the time to stop here, I should let my brain rest, shouldn't think so many things.

Keep the faith.

Today went to Park Royal Hotel to settle the payment of the prom with Jia Yee and Ramana, so tired, cause I walk to there from Sungai Wang with my 4 inch high heels.

Oh ya, why I put TVXQ picture here ? I had change my blog's pictures from JaeJoong oppa to my friends. This is because I more care of my friends now. From fb, I know JYJ's album is coming soon on September, I am not happy that I think, cause we Cassopeia still believe on "keep the faith" this 3 words. I understand they won't get back together, I know they have to leave SM Entertainment. I couldn't accept this well. Sigh.

Fight for SPM !

I am try to put myself in the book everyday now. I am trying to cover all the subject and get my target - at least 5As'! Hope I can do it ! But I got serious insomnia, damn ! I only can fall in sleep at 12 something and I have to wake up at 6~! This situation had continued for few days already, don't know when it will end. Not enough sleep is okay for me, but I can't accept the melanin which keep increasing around my eyes. My face doesn't look good also, may be of too tired, I looks so weak. Another side, I am busying with the prom night's stuff ! I am really annoyed that I can't contact those person (or they are avoiding me ?), tomorrow want book places already, still don't want confirm to me ! If I cancel your places then don't say I am cruel ! Whatever, I gonna go for my dinner, so hungry~
No pasar malam tonight, Park Royal Hotel and Sungai Wang with Janace Leng tomorrow ! :)

Muntyng恢复了！

虽然伤心，虽然想哭。
但是身边的朋友的支持，让我知道，我真的不能让他们失望。
所以Muntyng恢复了！
通过Ivin，我知道你很爱你这个女朋友，虽然时间不长，但是你也给我感觉到你很幸福。
那就好了，我也是时候说bye bye了。
不过，我还满庆幸的，因为我不用烦恼爱情的东西，可以乖乖读书。
做不了情人，也可以做朋友嘛！暂时我也不去想这些。
刚巧最近的功课忙得我喘不过气来，连补习都要边听书边做功课。
今晚也不用睡了，眼袋也自然严重。唉~为我的眼袋祈祷~（咖啡咖啡^^）
Ivin今天一直说我很man，我从小到大都是这样的哦~怎么改变？
不知道，不过可能还没遇到我觉得要为他改变的人吧！
而且最近改风格了，要开始走性感路线了，那天买了4寸的高跟鞋，爽~
只是我还是不喜欢化妆，把一大堆化学物品往脸上放，不恶咩？

还有，那个人。
你最好给我跟你这个女朋友走慢点，不要给我闹分手。
不然你给我小心点！

至于狮子帮，我还是讨厌你们，只是老娘忙得没时间去讨厌你们，所以不用怕。

因为你们根本不值得我花时间去骂你们，省下口水比较好。

老娘也不会对你们做什么的，最多是偶尔毒舌你们一下。

谢谢你们=)

首先，那个人，恭喜你，你成功的伤害了我。
你碰到了我刚恢复不久的伤口，旧的伤口和新的伤口一起流血。
恭喜你，你成功了！

为了不辜负关心我的人，我决定振作。
虽然成功的被伤害了，但是这让我知道我的朋友还在乎我。
真的，谢谢你们。
我知道，如果我有事，你们都会在我身边。
谢谢Joon Kit, Siew Ling, Evon, Melissa, Mavis, Ah Ting, Chee Yong还有一个特别的朋友。
谢谢你们花时间陪我，谢谢你们的关心，谢谢你们帮我诅咒那个人。
我决定专心读书，就算是回到以前那段日子又怎样？
我还有你们。
所以，我要专心读书。

朋友们，以下的请小心阅读。

我很少讨厌人，真的。

只是，你们！你们！狮子帮！

我不怕你们讨厌我，这是我的部落格，就算我要骂你们也不是问题。

说真的，用狮子来形容你们，真的侮辱了它。

怎么说，狮子也是百兽之王。

你们觉得自己美？的确，化妆后或许。

你们觉得自己很多男生追？的确，因为现在的男生有眼耳口鼻的都说是美女。

不过，怎么说，你们的头发...难道就不能打理一下？我觉得好像垃圾堆。

在学校的时候，就比较可怕，很恶心。我真的想问一下，你们有洗头吗？怎么看其来这么油？还是每个早上花一堆时间去搽油弄到直直？

身为女生的我都觉得跟你们是同一个性别，真的很失礼。

我只能说，没有形容词能用来形容你们，因为你们会侮辱了它们。

至于粗口？我不说粗口的。

我是个诗文人，我不像你们这些海鲜，喜欢喜欢就说粗口，好听吗？

再说，用粗口来骂你们简直是侮辱了粗口。

你们不值得！

如果你们是狮子帮的朋友，欢迎你们邀请她们来读。

让她们知道，老娘不是好惹的，还有...请她们干脆去整容吧！

因为她们没的救了，她们的存在让空气都变得浑浊。

那个...不好意思，如果你们华语不好，不明白我写什么，那我简单的说明，我就是在骂你们。

对不起

虽然我没有丰富的恋爱经验，或许失恋经验比较多？
我不知道。
我只知道，我的心，好痛。
我不知道这算不算是心痛，只是很不舒服。
我想哭，却没有眼泪，我知道这叫作‘欲哭无泪’。
对不起，我让你们失望。
谢谢安慰我的朋友们，只是，我没办法装作什么事都没有，或许可以，但是我可以感觉，我的笑....好苦。
今天下午跟Mavis和Ah Ting tea的时候，那杯咖啡，什么都没放，连Mavis也说很苦，我却觉得没有味道。
我知道，我了解，这种人不值得我为他哭。
我特地把我自己弄得很忙，很忙，我怕一静下来，我会哭。
我好像忘记了自己的坚强，我必须面对这事实，我...不应该逃避。
本来，我是打算写跟Hui Ling, Mavis,Vicky 和Zi Qi去唱K的事，但是我真的没心情。
对不起鼓励我的朋友们，我会尽量不把我的软弱显示出来。

装酷

好像很少碰我的blog了，可能最近很忙。忙什么？不知道。
最近朋友们好像有很多事情，只是我却不能帮忙，因为不关我的事。
所以我只能够鼓励他们，使他们能看开点，开心点。我能做的只有这样。
至于班上，除了那些女生为了歌唱比赛拼命唱歌之外，其他的都还好，我也开始专心听书了。
本来我也想参加那个歌唱比赛，但是自卑感让我放弃了，刚巧我的喉咙在试唱的第二天又发作了。
最近我拼命使自己酷一点，在别人眼中。朋友们面前还是那个傻傻的我，只有这样，他们才会开心些。
唉...希望大家都没事，希望大家不要想歪。
至于我，其实也有事情要烦，但是或许是习惯了，所以感觉上也不是什么大事。
而且干嘛要为不爱我的人而烦自己，读书不是更好。（先纠正，我烦的不止是爱情）

那个人，既然你做得这么明显，我也该醒目才对。

Thanks to all my friends :)

1. My dear Ji Mui > Yoki, Guii Wei, Evon
Thanks for your sushi, thanks for your cards, thanks for your shirt, no more. You really give me lot of surprise and we knew each other only more than one year. Thanks you all...

2. Mr.Tai
Thank you for your milk, I knew you aren't those person who like to go out after reach school, but thanks ycy accompany you also. And your 12.00 greeting message, some more you talk to me when I am drunk and call you talking non-sense.

3. Shir Kang, Joon Kit, Jun Keat, Tjun, Kin Huang, Nixon, Nixon's gf, Lit Hau, Song Kit, Wei Ming, Dyan, Chow Chun, Sing How, Kah Yan, Hao Kit, Suet Min...
I think no more already ? If left then I am sorry. But thank you all help me celebrate birthday, this is my first time celebrate with you and have fun. At the begin is quiet boring, but after that is okay. I am sorry that I am drunk too and my acting a bit over. Thanks to Shir Kang and Joon Kit who take care me in the car when going back also. ^0^

4.Mavis
Because of you, many peoples celebrate my birthday with me, thank you. I am sorry that Sing How sick that day and he still come out for celebrate my birthday. Not only for the party, but for you always be a good listener and help me a lot. You give me happiness that I ever felt, thank you so much.

5.Lobak
First, I am sorry. I am sorry that you cannot attend the party yesterday and I knew you are unhappy with this. I promise, next time~! k ? Please don't be disappointed first.

6.Facebook's friends
Thank you all your wishes, may be some of you do not know me, but still waste few seconds to type "Happy Birthday" this 2 words to me. Some more tag some cute birthday wishes to me. I am glad to receive that. Thanks :)

7. Lin Lin
Goh Xen Lin~! Thank you for your chocolate. I knew you will buy something like this for me, cause you thought I am still a kid always, because you are older than me so much, Ha~! But thank you also, I will eat it and gain my weight become a fatty to show you. ;)

Headache :(

Since I knock my head when I am in primary school, my headache was getting serious and the pain killer had useless for me. I dislike sick at all, everytime I got headache then my friends said I am weak. I want to be stronger, so eat a lot, but I did not get stronger, cause my weight gain in. It's not good, totally no good.

Watch drama and read novel again, because I want get back my normal life. My life before I like him. Start study and do what I like except outing and run off my tuition class. I must back to normal before SPM~! Hope there is nothing special happened.

Seems like nobody remember my birthday, I thought I can celebrate this year, but no. Nevermind, I still breathing even I am alone when my birthday. ^0^

Inception

Finally I am back~! Has been many days I didn't come here and post any words. Because my life is boring, damn boring, so nothing special to write. Actually what I felt boring may be is because I doesn't interested about those things which around my life any more.

So, today I watch "Inception". Seriously, not bad. It talks about dream and the characters have to plan an idea inside some one's mind to let him make the decision in his real life. The story is attractive, especially for those person who like something about Psychology like me.

However, at the begin really quite boring and I start feel dizzy, because I just had slept 2 hours last night. Some more the scene keep changing, in the movie this call the layer of dream. Don't know what it is, damn complicated and starting dizzy again. Oh~ My head...

Finally, Joon Keat, Shir Kang and Kin Huang fell into their dreams too. Luckily I didn't sleep if not, sure don't understand what its talking about and keep scolding about wasting time and money, cause I run off my tuition classes for this movie. Quite sorry to myself, cause I just decided want to be more concentrate on my study.

Too long no write ? I need to get a rest. Other special stories at my friend's blog, enjoy~!

Understand

I din't go to school today, because I am sick. Got sore throat, flu and fever until 39 Celsius. People will always felt lonely or silly when they are sick, are you ? But, I am. My hand and leg also felt pain, but cannot check is it dengue or not, cause dengue must fever up to 3 days. Dad is not at home and sister is studying, luckily got friends. My friends all sms to me see whether I die or not. Just a joke. Actually they care of me so much. I hate sick, cause I less sick, if I sick it will become so serious. So, hope this time won't.

By the way, thank to my friends here :
1. Chee Yong, thanks for caring me, he is the first person who knew I sick and keep asking me to sleep early.
2. Shir Kang, thanks for fetch me to the clinic, I don't know whether your health is okay or not, but I hope your everything get well. And I owe you one more meal again. ^^
3. Zhi Kai and Melissa, thanks for sms me and ask about my health some more keep asking me to get more rest.

Thank you all let me understand how important you are to me.

口是心非

据Mavis所表示，我想有四个字可以形容，那就是‘口是心非’。她说我什么？她在我说完一大堆之后很肤浅的回答‘是...是...’ 。不过其实我不觉得自己是个口是心非的人，只是偶尔为了面子撑一下。不知为什么我就是喜欢撑，生病也撑，不开心也撑，就连吃东西也在撑（开玩笑的），可能是我从小就不想给男生看死。可是，如果没有男生就不能显示我们女生存在的意义了，所以还是很矛盾。对于那个人，说真的，我想过放弃，只是没有，不过也没有前进，所谓的顺其自然就是这样待着吗？炜叫我制造机会，我哪懂这些啊！不过，如果真的失去，那也没办法，有些事情冥冥中注定了。虽然大家会觉得我很没用，只是我不敢去做那些什么感情要自己去争取的。Melissa敢是因为她多数没有被拒绝的，而我则是多数被拒绝的，想起来还真可悲。或许我真的不适合恋爱，或许我也不适合那个人，反正他看中的又不是我。

奇怪，明明本小姐的追求者也不少啊！

我的初恋情人

不要误会哦！我不是要写我的初恋情人，而是一出戏。这次又是那种日本的纯爱故事，然后还要是漫画改编的。不过我很喜欢它的漫画哦！很感动，反而戏就没有这么感动，因为cut了很多part，很多应该要拍的都没有拍到。剪接方面也怪怪的，一下子就跳走了，我还怀疑我有没有按错键。真的不错看，想看的记得跟我借^^。

漫画和戏里的其中一幕，很喜欢看到情侣去海边，感觉很浪漫，尤其是这一幕。^^