Co-Cu Day ! This so called YOUTH !

Everything was what I unexpected, I go in the competition, participate an "important" role and win 1 out of 4 games. After 11 weeks, we learned some skills, and try to grasp it fully. Hee :)

It's excited, everyone cheers for their own groups and we cheer for ours too, "Now I See !" !

We lose some points in the beginning, but finally win one of the teams ! And I win the last match, really .... !!! There's no other words to describe how excited am I, because I thought I may lose in the beginning. Both of us are weak, but luckily she is not good in her service, so I have the benefits. 

After the match, we have same points which is 3 with "Owning", so we need to have one IMPORTANT match to decide who's the 2nd Runner-Up. Of course for our team, our captain - Khor Meng Choon, is the best. He played the game with Sebastian who is from Owning, finally he won the game and "Now I See !" won the 2nd Runner-Up and get a box of Chocolate. We finish it on the spot. xD

Special thanks to Ms.Chia, our teacher and all my teammates, you guys are the best ! =D

Lastly is the photo shooting time !

Girls of Now I See !

 Make a round shape in the Squash Court ! 

The participants, some of them had left, :s
But everything was fun.

THIS SO CALLED YOUTH !!!!!

Frustration !

This is a word that learned in Design class, and now I experiencing this kind of feeling. 1st post in December, and may be this will be the last post. It is because I am extremely busy in this month, final exam is around in the corner. I am afraid and need to burn the midnight oil every night, that's why I look like a panda now. To avoid myself to become weak, I ate double for every meal, Vece, Rain and Charlene all so shock when saw how big my appetite is.

But, why am I still have time for Facebook, Twitter and Blogger ?

I also don't know, I just know later I need to go the dentist there to fix my teeth again. I had spent a lot of money on my teeth. Wish they grow healthy in the future.

Finally, we just left one assignment, but haven't get the question also.
We are doing revision for all the courses, seems we have enough time to prepare for final.

So, as usual, take care guys.

The last day of November

These days I was glad that my friends were being my side when I was suffering to forget something. Special thanks to Vecelyn (you're the only one who cause my phone message ringtone sound = =) and Eugene (you're the one who make me feel better). Everything is over, as today, the end of November, end of the story. This called life. We couldn't predict what will happened and what we going to want, sometimes, peoples just want something different, and this may hurt someone. Or peoples may just want a constant life, but their partner said "It's boring~!", laugh, so how ? So you just find someone suit you, and you can accept her/him, it's so easy, but less people did that. They always repeated what they did, sigh.

Wish all the bad things will end in this month and today will be the last day to suffer from agony. Good luck in the last month of 2011, everyone. :)

别再惊动爱情

听着张栋梁的歌，细想着它的歌词，一切都成为了过去。最近在看AEC做的“女王不下班”，又听回张栋梁的歌，其中最新专辑的主打歌-别再惊动爱情。歌词让我不可以软弱，勇敢的面对才不会伤害任何人。

杨丞琳说：“要忘记一个人，就要抛弃一切和他有关的东西，我就是这么活过来的。”，我也是。没有人会因为没有谁而活不下去，这是我从小到大让我抛弃一切的道理，如今还不是好好活着。只要还有氧气，活着就不成问题。而且，我已经很幸运了，许多人愁吃愁穿，一生都没好过就离开了这个世界，我由何必为了一些过去的事在抱怨？

不应该！我该做的，就是好好练好我的吉他，好好读好书，好好面对接下来的考试，也得好好的呼吸。所以，不要惊动我，我只想安静的呆在这世界上的某个角落。

对于我所伤害的人，对不起。我的自私让我不得不抛弃你们，我必须往前走。爱过我的人，谢谢你们，接下来的时间，请你们好好的爱你们身边的人，珍惜对你好的人，但，那个人绝对不可能是我。

Week 10

Finally it's week 10 ! 90 % of assignments had been hand in, mid term had passed, now just left one assignment and a group discussion. It's assignment 3 for Design Fundamentals, need to sketch 2 sketches with 'quality', but I  am not really sure do my sketches have quality ? Group discussion will be hold tomorrow, we are the 1st group, this is because my lucky hand always get "1"... Apologize here to my teammates.

Week 10, means we are quite free now, nothing to do except we need to attend lecture and tutorial to know what will be out in the exam. In other words, we still have 4 weeks to prepare for final, and I am sitting here for nothing.

In the last post, I talked about movie, and one of the movies is Breaking Dawn. I am going to watch in this Thursday, quite excited ! I waited this movie for a year !

Actually I want write this post in Chinese, but I had no idea, so just simply write something with English, cause yesterday chat with Milo, is about our "blogs". I admitted, he has a strong personal style, I wish I can have it too.

A little movie time

Have a long time didn't update my post, and the design of my blog, everything have to wait until sem break, now just need to concentrate in my study and also the guitar. Nowadays, "You're the apple of my eyes" is the hottest topic in Facebook, everyone's status, file sharing and also picture, all about the movie. I watched too and I admitted it's a nice movie, it touched everyone's hearts. I wish to watch again with somebody soon.

Luckily now is week 9 and next week will be week 10, means we gonna prepare for final exam soon. In other words, it means we will be quite free because all assignment had finished~! Then what should we do ? You want study at home ? Or watch movie with your love's one ? I' prefer the 2nd one, of course, not that much, cause we need to save money also. So you must choose the best movie to watch !

The 1st movie must be "You're the apple of my eyes", but I introduced it. So the next will be Breaking Dawn in 24th November. Finally Bella choose Edward and they married, then Bella pregnant ! :)

3rd, In Time, my favourite actress Amanda Seyfried with Justin Timberlake. I haven't watch this movie and I knew it considered "long time ago", because Viva Home had no longer broadcast this movie. This movie not really popular among teenagers, or around my friends. and I don't know what's topic actually, but I wish to watch this~! May be tonight ? It won't be...

In conclusion, who are going to invite me for these movies ? I knew the feeling of watching movie alone, it's misery and no one will discuss the movie with you ! Take a little movie time to relax yourself from stress... =)

华文呈献

进了东姑阿杜拉曼学院的第一年第二个学期，我再次接触到华文，两个星期努力赶出来的报告书终于在今天呈献了。成果呢？我也不知道，讲师没有给我们任何意见，我也不知我自己呈现了什么，更不知道成绩如何。只能祈祷吧，但直觉上还不错的说！:)

虽说昨晚只睡了三个小时的觉，但当站在一个不到十个人的班上，肾上腺还是不知觉上升，突然的精神起来，一口气把所有要说的话都呈献了。下午考试时，也不知哪根经不对，有关无关都写完出来，最后还得删掉。幸好也顺利过关了。

今天也是梁先生的SPM，这或许是他人生当中最用功的一次吧？不是为了谁，而是为了自己的未来，将来回首，一定很惊讶自己是怎么度过这样的日子的。

明天是考最难的一科，但，我又不知干嘛的坐在计算机前嘀嘀嗒嗒的写着部落格，听着柯震东和陈研希的歌。最近中了“那些年”的毒，好想可以回到“那些年”。

那些年

那些年，我们一起追的女孩。电影。

真不愧是九把刀，永远没有让我后悔把钱花在他的书上，如今那RM12算是值回票价了。虽然要省些两三天的晚餐，不过那已经是习惯了。

戏里的青春，我好似已经不再拥有，好悲哀。男主角不停的奋斗，女主角的用功，和两人的暧昧都打动了我。在戏院里，没有纸巾的情况下不停的哭，因感动而落泪。或许他真的真的很爱她。

主题曲“那些年”更是好听，虽说不知胡夏是谁，但刀哥的歌词是在和电影里的情节好相配！

谁不知道这出戏在台湾掀起一大热潮，‘那些年’，或许几年后，这个字眼将会常常出现在我嘴里。

回味起来，那些年将是我努力读书的那几年，那些自由自在、无忧无虑的青春，我多想回到的那些年。如今，虽然只就读学院，但压力已经够我承受了，每个人都为了好成绩奋斗，多几年，我们将要出社会，那个时候，我要做什么呢？我们还会有所谓的真心朋友吗？我还能像现在这样写吗？还有追求自己梦想的动力吗？或许喜欢的爱好就会一一放弃，这些，好像就是长大的征兆。除了上下班，大概什么都不用做就直接往床上躺，我已经可以想象未来那些年，我的邋遢。

戏中，女主角说过一句话，“人生本来就有很多事情是徒劳无功的”。我想我们都经历过这些事，只是自己不发觉而已。

总之，我强力推荐！若不看，以后你的嘴边挂着的将会是“那些年，我错过的电影！”。

Beginner

This sem, I had take the co-cu to earn 2 credit hours and also I started my guitar lesson. The 4th lesson had been taken yesterday, I learned some round chord, especially for the song, Love Story by Taylor Swift. Even though I didn't play it very well, but I practice everyday and always make a lot of noises. Just wish my skill can become better, that's why I may start the Theory lesson next month too, and Vicky may become my teacher to teach me Theory.

Yesterday after the guitar class, I went to Yamaha Claris at Midah to visit Vicky and also buy the capo and tuner. Most of the stuff are pianist and no guitarist there, that's why nobody understand what I want. Luckily another teacher (I think she's a teacher there), finally she take the 'kiap' (capo) to me.

Finally I bought this, Total Price RM 71.50 and Vicky give me 10% discount, so total is RM65. Its like the capo is free to me, cause the capo cost RM 6.50. =)

While I took Squash as my co-cu subject, every Friday morning. Very tired, but learn some skill of squash. Then, my leg and right hand will suffer from muscle pain every Saturday. It feels like "OMG, again ?", and I had to put on some medicine on my hand and leg before sleep. Sigh.

Even it make me very tired, but I like the feeling that learned something.

Time to Dye

These days I just couldn't accept my hair like this and because it's too long, so it make me so hot and troublesome. FINALLY, I decided visit to the salon that nearby my house in Jusco, Maluri to have a hair cut and dye another colour for my hair.

I did a lot of research and keep asking my friends what colour suit me, nobody suggested brown or gold, cause those colours more to yellow colour, and that will cause my face looks more weak since I already weak enough.

Most of them suggest, purple black/black purple, but I do not like the colour, it seems weird on me.

When I walk to the salon, I still haven't decide yet. Then the receptionist ask me to have a consult with a hair stylist with gold colour hair. He said I can't dye brown colour and above, cause of my skin problem and also I didn't make up oftentimes. And also he asked a lot question like how long you dye this colour, what colour you prefer, how long you didn't cut your hair, what shampoo you use...... etc. 

After his consultation had over, another stylist come to me and ask some of the same questions again. Finally he cut my hair and he knew I was not willing to cut this long hair, so he tried to play jokes with me. The process took almost 2 hours and was full of the chemical smell, trust me, it will cause you die if you keep smelling these chemicals. 

Sorry for low quality images ：

Hair Atelier / Hairatelier, I was not sure, but this is the salon. :)

And this was the name card of the hair stylist - Kenneth who cut and dye my hair.

[before dye] 14 peoples 'like' in Facebook.

[after dye] 20 peoples 'like' in Facebook.

Result shown, the new hair style is better than the old one. :)

RM350, is it worth ? I think it is. :)

部落格

晚餐时间，却还没吃晚餐。一边听着黄义达的歌，边写着以他为主角的故事，不知道这次又要写多久。然后突然很想把他的照片作为我的墙纸，所以就去Google一下，然后有搜寻了他部落格，有两三个结果。只是服务器太慢，结果我还是放弃了，想了想，反正也不可能是他写的，机会实在很低。身为一位创作歌手，哪有像我这样的美国时间坐在这里享受咖啡里的咖啡因与电脑的辐射。90后的同学们大概很多会中辐射影响而死掉，而我则是其中之一。

黄义达的部落格有很多人留言，而我的部落格之有两三只苍蝇飞过。不过还是谢谢那些鼓励我的人，所以我才没放弃写部落格，更没放弃写日记。至少，继续保持这样的习惯不会让我的情绪压抑得太厉害。

负面情绪压抑太多，会让人崩溃。

什么时候，我的部落格才会‘红’起来，或者说，什么时候我的吉他技巧会像黄义达的这么好？什么时候我对音乐会越来越执着？说起来，我的手指又隐隐作痛，为了弹B Minor，却一点都还没进步，我太心急了吧。

我就是欣赏黄义达对音乐的执着，因为没什么人会对某样事物过于执着，除了钱吧？

曾经我对于文字也有这样的执着，只是现实让我放弃它，现在我有机会再次把握这机会，我不希望它们再次溜走。文字也好，吉他也好，咖啡也好，尽管得花很多钱也好。

简单来说，我也只是一个支持者，黄义达的支持者。

我的完美男人

哪个女人不想拥有一个完美男人？所谓的完美男人除了外在，当然也要内在。大概是受电视剧的影响，我也希望我的完美男人是这样的。外貌协会的我除了追求外表之外也追求内在美，我希望每天早上都有个人可以轻轻的叫我起身，洗脸刷牙后就可闻到咖啡香，而当我走出客厅时，完美的早餐就已摆在桌上。之后我们都去上班，下班回家洗刷后就可吃到香喷喷的晚餐，当然，那不会是我煮的。晚餐后我也不会洗碗，然后我们就会一起看电视，偶尔会一起争遥控器。周末的时候我们就会出去一起享受一段美好的晚餐，礼拜天则会一起做家务，你则是负责大部分的家务，而我通常都是敲着二郎腿边看书边指导你。简单来说，我的完美男人可能就要当我的玛丽亚，只是对我也要温柔体贴，尤其是我生病的时候会二十四小时不离不弃。

不过，这样的男人在现实中不可能存在，这种男人只会出现在电视剧里让女人们憧憬。

我会有机会遇到吗？我爱的完美男人...

Isolation

Isolation is a defence mechanism in psychoanalytic theory, whereby the person "isolates" the unpleasant idea from the normal emotional response. For example, describing a murder in graphic details without an emotional involvement invokes isolatio.

Source : Wikipedia

This explanation is provided to those who don't understand what's isolation, if you still don't understand what's isolation, then that's 隔离 in Chinese. Understand ?

Since I am in primary school, this had happened to me a lot of time, because I don't know how to manage a good relationship. That's a bad situation for me, I knew. This situation is getting serious after I came to high school, and it happened again today. Sigh. I don't know why is it happened, but it came soundless. Unluckily, the worst thing will happen in tomorrow, which is 3 of my new gang friends all balik kampung, so...the one who will attend the class is only me. It can be predict, cause my classmates usually do not like lecture class. Sometimes, I don't like too, but no choices, that's my responsibility to study and I paid. I don't want to waste the money I paid to TARC. 

Sigh again and start to pity myself. After a month, bad situation happened on me, but some good thing happened too. My presentation get A and my design skill is getting better. Special thanks to all my lecturer and tutor here, I was appreciated your intention to us.

I just don't want to humiliate you with your childish way like a kindergarten kids, if you want to admit that you're then I don't mind, but if you do felt shame. THEN, go to face the wall and reflect yourself. 

就是喜欢写

新学期刚开始，5个科目中有一科是Chinese Writing for Mass Media。说真的，我喜欢这一课，感觉在未来可以有所发挥。有些能可能感觉很沉闷，因为要写很多东西，但对于喜欢写的人来说，几千个字根本不算什么。这科的assignment是做专访，感觉就是在当记者那样，虽然有点辛苦，但这样的工作是我梦寐以求的。这样的经验真的是一大收获！希望这科能拿高分些吧～
然而，最近为了画画而烦恼，尤其是用电脑。我是个电脑白痴，从小到大也没什么艺术天分，我应该读广告的吗？算了，既然开始了，那就得好好的结尾，这样才对得起所有人嘛～

对于艺术可是没有太大的肯定，但...就是喜欢写。

黄义达《保留》

因为太爱而分手，因为相爱而保留。

怎么会呢？

是因为某些或是某种什么而导致......

黄义达的《微光》已是不久前的事了，不过依然有着一贯的作风，这就是他吧。

如果不是无聊，或许我也会错过这么一部作品。《保留》，唐嫣与黄义达合演，故事大纲就有待各位自己去看吧？其实是一部老土的爱情故事，但却以不一样的方法来演绎了。幸好我的科学不差，不然我也不太明白里面的物质原理。如果地球上有这么一种材料的话，那我也想要保留什么，像黑洞那样，把我要保留的东西吸进去。

戏里有一幕是回想的时候，黄义达不停的说：“我爱你...我那么爱你...我爱你，对不起，现在我没有能力去爱你...”。看到这里，眼泪无法控制的滑下，不停的。无法把两人的爱情给记住，唯有把它给保留下来。曾经两人相信，只要足够的相爱，那就可以对抗永远的在一起。谁没有过这种时候，只是岁月经过现实的煎熬，还有谁要相信？为什么我们就不能一直坚信呢？
我们连自己剩下多少能呼吸的时间都不知道，怎么就不要相信自己的爱呢？

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PYQnVqwkm7k&feature=share