Runaway

I apologize.
I'm sorry, sincerely.
To my dad, my cousin, my uncle and aunt. You all care of me so much, but I just want to let you know I can't stand anymore. I just start my plan earlier, I had plan this since I'm a child. I just want to leave.
I had enough mature to live in this world, I'll be tough, won't let myself die easily. I just need some peace, I'm really tired now.
Please forgive me even I knew you won't.

Before CNY

First, I became a maid again. :)
Cause CNY is coming soon, still left 10+ days, so we have to clean the house. There were so many rules while cleaning and decorate too.
Furthermore, before CNY, many things had became expensive, especially pork. Cause that's must have for CNY, traditional. :) But how can RM 70 per kg ? Its really OVER EXPENSIVE~!! They thought we only can buy pork at their shop ? By the way, not only pork, many things too. Lantern, fireworks, meat, chicken, some biscuits, etc. All expensive, how can the poor celebrate CNY without these things ? That's disobey the logic, price of those things which needed for CNY should become the cheapest one at this time. But it aren't.

This is the song I practicing recently, not so hard, okay for me :)

(Its Korean Song.)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=me-8MkSWojc

& here is the guitar chord :

http://kiliquez.blogspot.com/2011/01/my-precious-jang-geun-suk-marry-me-mary.html

I'm weary

Holiday makes me feel weary. My times just pass like that, meaningless. What I want to do just get a job right now~! I had spend so much times on self-learning, but seems like doesn't have much differences. *Sigh* Since I had get the car license, I should find another target. That's earn more pocket money for future and go for a trip with it, but I'm weary... :(
Although I just thought its a vacation for me after SPM, because I can enjoyed drama and novel as many as I please. I can just lay on my bed whole day without thinking of anything. But its lifeless, I can't continue anymore~!!!! I have to work on something right now~!
And...I damn miss my school days and schoolmates, but I don't understand why don't I just contact them. I MISS SMK COCHRANE PERKASA too~! Its 'schoolsick'. *I think everyone same with me.

Back to the NORMAL

My life just back to the normal about 2 hours ago, besides go to school, cause I no need to attend high school anymore. Now is the time let me to have a rest, my holiday just begun. Last time its begun with the chores, now it's over, my maid just back. So I can do whatever I want now. :)
I can sit in front of my laptop all the day, out with friends (if have transport) and have more time for my learning and novels. Hooi~

Just finish Mary Stayed Out All Night, but its not end in my heart yet. Still crazy with the ost of the drama. Jang Geun Suk stole my heart too~! He is perfect, how good if I born at Korea, so I got a chance to meet him up. (STOP dreaming!!) But this is every girl's dream, isn't ? Well, almost, for those girls who are crazy in k-pops.

Here are the webside for download the OST (not all, cause these are my favourites) :

Take care, my bus : http://www.mediafire.com/?n1xd9aygcduanz1
My Precious : http://www.mediafire.com/?usviame27h7pxl3