Runaway

I apologize.
I'm sorry, sincerely.
To my dad, my cousin, my uncle and aunt. You all care of me so much, but I just want to let you know I can't stand anymore. I just start my plan earlier, I had plan this since I'm a child. I just want to leave.
I had enough mature to live in this world, I'll be tough, won't let myself die easily. I just need some peace, I'm really tired now.
Please forgive me even I knew you won't.