Please don't...

I delete what I post yesterday, cause I don't want people see it. Its just my confession. I don't want you see it too. I was scare. I don't want to lose you, but... I scare you left me alone, I scare you leave my world. Please don't be. I can't control my tears when I thought of this. I was such a bitch. May be you just treat me good as a sister or best friend, but why I make our friendship became so complicated ? I shouldn't think so much, you told me. You asked me smile always, I remembered. You said you like me, I like you too. Every moment that be with you was my precious time, but I don't want it just be my memories. I scare you tell me you liked me next time, I scare it will become past tense. Can I require for this ? Can our relation keep constant ? I just want you by my side when I need even though that's a selfish action.