Drive Angry

Yesterday, Drive Angry, again.
We were crazy about movie recently, or we had nothing to do every night, so decided watch movie, some more the movie tickets not that expensive and we can afford of it.
Actually we went to Pandan Indah Pasar Malam, but rain again, so we don't know where to go.
Snooker ? Movie ? Or Back home ?
Finally decided, Drive Angry.
Hk said this movie is nice, but we didn't watch 3D.
After that, as normally, back home at 2a.m. again.
From the movie, I like Amber Heard's hair and Nicolas Cage's acting really is the best, I like to watch his movie, like that Ghost Rider and Season Of The Witch.

What's this ?
I just like Converse shoes, although I didn't have it, but I'm planning to buy it.
By the way, I just post here to make my blog longer or what else, just want to share, may be.

Seems like someone got hurt yesterday, are they finish now ? I don't know. Time will let us know. How about me ? Whatever, I just don't want to annoy about those problems now.

Waited at Times

Yesterday went to Pavilion, Fahrenheit, Sg Wang, and TS with Vicky. She spend RM144, include foods and drinks, but actually we didn't eat expensive food. And I had just spend RM10++ on foods and drinks, why ? I'm an ordinary girl also, I wanna be a shopaholic too, sometimes. But I had spend RM72 on movie tickets for Mun Fai, Hao Kit, Sing How, Mavis and Sing How's cousin. Then ? Then my wallet left RM30 something and I had no mood for shopping when saw I just left this little money. :( But I feel like want buy a dress ? May be I should find a day to be shopaholic.7 tickets, RM84, 7 person watch "I Am Number Four", I just want to say, "Its awesome~!". This movie really nice, its seems like Twilight that kind of story, but just a bit different. And we guess it may be has 2nd episode or a series. Stay tune. =]
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Our movie start at 11.20p.m. and Vicky left at 7.15p.m.. So before that, I just do like what I told in the title. I waited at Times, that book shop in Pavilion. I spend 2 hours with "Have a little faith" written by Mitch Albom. I wanna buy this book from last year, but I feel its quite expensive as a book. By the way, this book about a man of god and its contain a lot of meaning from bible and god. Not bad. I just didn't pay much attention since the temperature was low.

I yawned because I am really sleepy that time, then look at those people who doing the same thing like me. Most of them have the same purpose with me, wish the time pass faster, because they were waiting their friends or family to watch movie or dinner. Most of them are uncles, one uncle is sleeping, another one talking phone with his wife (I think.), the uncle who sit beside me reading comics, nobody bother us, even the workers. That's why I like book shop, you can enjoy your peaceful there. After an hour, I came back from the washroom, that sleeping uncle just left, another man sit on the sofa and start chatting phone with his friends and keep scolding them with low voice but rude words, he's having the same situation with me, but how can he be so no manners ?

Besides the readers, there were some people who come in to buy magazine or books. The baby sounds just distract me again from the book, I hate kids too like Vicky said. Then I saw a woman who concentrated on her work, she's just like those woman who showed on TV, having a strong soul. Some more, not only Malaysian, some tourists went there to buy books too. Even many peoples inside a shop, but it still peace. The book, no, the knowledge tied us together without any distance, just because all of us are having the same habits. :)

After 2 hours, have a little walk alone. They reached, so we dine at McD again. :D

Day by Day

Living with my mom now, few excuses to let me not to back there. But, if you have a nightmare, will you close to it ? Either will or not, my answer is no. Even its not courage and seems useless, but I just don't want let people control of my life anymore. 18th years old's life should control by myself.

Boring day continue day by day, even I had out with my friends, but still boring when alone at home and a bit lonely too. That's because I didn't have work and study, I just sit at home being a 'nothing-to-do' people. Well, "Only boring people get bored", so am I a boring person too ? I don't think so~

Just finish viewed Vicky's blog. Her latest update, quite long, so I didn't pay attention to it more, just simply read and see her pictures. Then she replied me that her blog just for herself to read. (==) We quite close after graduate, because ? I don't know. We care of each others always but doesn't keep contact so much, but every time we meet we can chat non-stop. I think that's why. Some more, both of us quite free also. She will scold me after she saw her face show on here. :P

Next, Coby. I just chat with her on Facebook, a long chat. Can say like that also. We less communicate after graduate, she said I almost disappear, haha, I agree with that. Then we complaint about those classmates and talk people's bad things again. Seems like I need to meet her soon. Oh ya, then Coby said : "We need to be mature, no play play already,". Get shock with her sentences, really.

Life still going on Day by Day, even there's so much annoying stuff, but I just want to pass the day with smile.

By the way, can anyone tell me when SPM result release ?

原点

昨天我终于正式的和他说了。自离家到现在，没有一件事是负过责任的，除了这。我知道有些是必须面对面的说，这样才不会有遗憾，只是我也有点不知所措，因为犹豫了。一直很想对事情负些责任，但原来这很难，因为很难跨过那一面墙，一面隐形的墙。对许多事都事，lucky也是，不知它现在生活如何，但对于我的过错，一直都在自责着。

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今晚在Mavis家有个聚会，是帮Hui Nee庆祝生日，每人邀请我，每人通知我。竟然是Hao Kit问我又没有去我才知道的，果然再次的失望了，自从那件事后，大家开始排斥我了？毕业后也没有和谁保持联络，除了Vicky而已。很想在今晚的聚会和大家再次疯一晚，像以前那样，去年虽然忙着读书，但是真的是最开心的一年了。最近也尽量联络回，不过只是小部分的而已，大家不会怪我吧？迟些也要去新加坡一趟，当作是旅行，顺便散散心，因为我表弟的关系，他真的很喜欢我呢~！

Half day with Vicky =D

Since I'm in a bad mood now, I have to find something to do.

Today, 8/2/2011. I reach her house at 12p.m. (I guess), but before that I went to BSN to take that No. PTPTN, it cos RM5. Then about 1 something, her mom da bao Chicken Rice for us, its from her 家公's shop (guess which shop its from ?). I also saw she being a piano teacher there, very patient to teach a kid, that's really amazing scene, you can't believe how can she stand it. By the way, after that we go out yam cha at Maluri then back. Even just little things, but we still spend almost 6 hours for these things, of course include a lot of chat. Hava a nice chat time with her, we just can't stop talking when see each other.

When I back home alone, I keep listening "It has to be you" by SJ WheeSung, just get some feeling. Then spend about 20 minutes to walk back home from the bus stop. Sweat a lot and very very tired, really. Its weird that I live a big house but without money and car, I'm still poor.

Bad Girl

I'm a bad girl. My selfish action always hurt people, this time, I hurt you. I just couldn't stand it, cause sudden many things happen. This will happen on us next time, now its just come earlier.
Please don't forgive me.
Please don't blame on yourself.
Please don't love me anymore.
Please treat yourself better.
Your words always in my mind, I won't change anything also, just let it be. May be something good will happen again ? Just may be...
I just can't control my tears today, because of you and my cousin just back to Singapore, its hurt also. Seems like today isn't a good day, all the bad things happened at the same day.

过新年（年初二）

过年有许多规矩，不能...不能...90年代的听到也会有些厌倦吧？认识我的人可看见我姐上了很多照片在面子书上，那可是他们拍的。只是，年初二难得是我拿相机，呵呵...我很喜欢拍照的说，只是重点是自然。

Happy New Year，年初一的时候很多人发这样的信息给我，我也不知该回谁。:P
不过大家过个快乐的新年就好了。=)
这是我表弟，这也知我其中一张的照片。特别喜欢这两张，也喜欢几张，不过没有放太多在这里，而是在面子书上。他笑得很开心叻？他真的很可爱，也很坏蛋，呵呵...这几天我可是当了奶妈，刚才发现我可以做这样的工作，原来我也可以很慈祥。

祝大家新年快乐，红包拿来~~~~

Runaway

I apologize.
I'm sorry, sincerely.
To my dad, my cousin, my uncle and aunt. You all care of me so much, but I just want to let you know I can't stand anymore. I just start my plan earlier, I had plan this since I'm a child. I just want to leave.
I had enough mature to live in this world, I'll be tough, won't let myself die easily. I just need some peace, I'm really tired now.
Please forgive me even I knew you won't.

Before CNY

First, I became a maid again. :)
Cause CNY is coming soon, still left 10+ days, so we have to clean the house. There were so many rules while cleaning and decorate too.
Furthermore, before CNY, many things had became expensive, especially pork. Cause that's must have for CNY, traditional. :) But how can RM 70 per kg ? Its really OVER EXPENSIVE~!! They thought we only can buy pork at their shop ? By the way, not only pork, many things too. Lantern, fireworks, meat, chicken, some biscuits, etc. All expensive, how can the poor celebrate CNY without these things ? That's disobey the logic, price of those things which needed for CNY should become the cheapest one at this time. But it aren't.

This is the song I practicing recently, not so hard, okay for me :)

(Its Korean Song.)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=me-8MkSWojc

& here is the guitar chord :

http://kiliquez.blogspot.com/2011/01/my-precious-jang-geun-suk-marry-me-mary.html

I'm weary

Holiday makes me feel weary. My times just pass like that, meaningless. What I want to do just get a job right now~! I had spend so much times on self-learning, but seems like doesn't have much differences. *Sigh* Since I had get the car license, I should find another target. That's earn more pocket money for future and go for a trip with it, but I'm weary... :(
Although I just thought its a vacation for me after SPM, because I can enjoyed drama and novel as many as I please. I can just lay on my bed whole day without thinking of anything. But its lifeless, I can't continue anymore~!!!! I have to work on something right now~!
And...I damn miss my school days and schoolmates, but I don't understand why don't I just contact them. I MISS SMK COCHRANE PERKASA too~! Its 'schoolsick'. *I think everyone same with me.

Back to the NORMAL

My life just back to the normal about 2 hours ago, besides go to school, cause I no need to attend high school anymore. Now is the time let me to have a rest, my holiday just begun. Last time its begun with the chores, now it's over, my maid just back. So I can do whatever I want now. :)
I can sit in front of my laptop all the day, out with friends (if have transport) and have more time for my learning and novels. Hooi~

Just finish Mary Stayed Out All Night, but its not end in my heart yet. Still crazy with the ost of the drama. Jang Geun Suk stole my heart too~! He is perfect, how good if I born at Korea, so I got a chance to meet him up. (STOP dreaming!!) But this is every girl's dream, isn't ? Well, almost, for those girls who are crazy in k-pops.

Here are the webside for download the OST (not all, cause these are my favourites) :

Take care, my bus : http://www.mediafire.com/?n1xd9aygcduanz1
My Precious : http://www.mediafire.com/?usviame27h7pxl3

New beginnings

My dream house :)
Just only for myself, you may not understand it, cause its make by my bro's Lego.
Hehe...
My drawing, can consider as drawing also.
Take my laptop to repair yesterday, wait at there for 2 hours.
Draw it that time~

And, this is my new and first guitar.
I like it because its black, I am still a beginner.Since I bought it, I had decide not to give up easily like a child did.

I am trying to be mature, but I heard a sentence that said "We are suppose to so childish things before we get old." But learn guitar really hurt my left hand, quite pain, may be its just because I am still a beginner. My laptop fixed, everything done, feel so fresh now. Gonna have a new beginnings now.

Miss my boy so much, we had been 6 days didn't met, because my maid not here, I have to replace her to do the chores. He is quite sad too, cause he is going to open school soon and didn't met me also. I apologize here. Sorry.

My holiday had just begun.

Korean Text Book and my notes.

Books that I bought yesterday, except Breaking Dawn.


All these things will accompany me to pass this holiday. Besides that, I also have to work for money to pay my school fees. I am going to buy a mini guitar too, its quite expensive for me, and I wish I won't give up easily. Since I decided to buy guitar, I had prepare to spoil my fingers and face my health problem. Cause my sleeping time will become more less, didn't know its good or bad. But I want to learn it for a long time, just because of SPM, so I have to postpone, till now. I haven't start my college or university yet, cause still taking the driving lessons, it seems easy for me now. Before I thought I can't get any driving lesson in my life, lucky its better now (my driving skills).

Merry Christmas

Wish you all had enjoyed the Christmas time.
Merry Christmas~!

This is the first time I celebrate Christmas at church. That's fun, we dance and sing there, some more exchange gift with them, its really fun.

Before that we go Pandan Indah Ice-cream House ate Ice-cream.
Erm...not bad, but I dislike that one.
Its name don't know what's crunch.
The stupid and me at church.

His hand. Thanks to Staphanie Ng who help me capture so many pictures.

Mary Stayed Out All Night !

I like this picture, although I not yet watch until this episode.
Waiting my cd, although I not yet buy it. (What are you saying ?)
By the way, I watch until 2nd episode from YouTube...
What can I say is just left "OMG~!!!!"
I got crazy by this man and his song~!
I knew this actor for a long time, but start fall in love with him from 'You're Beautiful'.
And now, 'Mary Stayed Out All Night !' Moon Geun Yong not bad also, she return her cute style in this drama. I still watching her 'Cinderella's Stepsister', she so cool inside.
Jeng Geun Suk also acting a cool guy in this drama, I guess his fans must increasing after this.