29 September 2010

过去


有几次很想写东西,可是开了这个网页后,打了几个字,又停笔了。

今天是Trial的第三天,明天也有考,可是我还没开始温习。今天想起过去,是不是老人都很容易想起过去?偶尔,我不觉得自己是90年代的女生。我不喜欢打扮,因为麻烦。也不喜欢出街,因为会乱花钱,而且很累。我老了吧~还好,我并没有踢自己感到悲哀,‘老’这个字不会对我有什么极大的影响。

好久没用华语写东西了,因为要提升我的英文语法,唯有用仅有的英文文字来写部落各。然而,今天却用华语,可能是因为我华语退步了。其实,我觉得有些东西,用华语来写可能更有感觉。或许我也不应该放弃华语,当初的梦想也不应该随便舍弃。只是,现实跟梦想往往是两回事,必须面对现实,这样的感觉真的很糟糕。

刚刚在YouTube找了蓝色生死恋的歌,这好像是我第一部看韩剧,所以我才那么喜欢韩剧吧!突然觉得好怀念过去,怀恋小时候的时光,有很多事情,很后悔没有来得及去做。友谊也没有一段是长久的,思念的感觉一下子全涌上来,变成眼泪,不过没有流下来。我不喜欢懦弱的自己。

不知道大家有没有看过这出戏?若没有,我在此推荐你这出戏,真的很感人,不过这也是传统的连续剧。你可能已经看过很过类似的故事了,只是它是元老哦!看见国民妹妹在这出戏和《灰姑娘的姐姐》,真的长大了呢~!可是却没有饰演男主角小时候的那个男生,去查了一下资料。才发现原来他也长大了,变成了美男子,可是我还是喜欢他小时候那种青涩的味道。而且,我终于明白为什么当初我会对某人有熟悉的感觉了,原来他很像男主角小时候(上图显示)。==

又写得太长了,有些人一看见一大堆文字就不读了,我就是其中之一,可是自己偏偏又写这么长。最近胃痛又发作了,我迟早会生病的,但希望是考试后,现在让我更有精力些才行。

24 September 2010

My first driving lesson

May be I am just a study girl, I am not good in driving at all. My friend's dad who teach me also quite angry, cause I am nervous so keep doing wrong and cause the car off automatically. So sorry and speechless, but never mind. I'll be more careful in my next lesson. Hope so...

Trial had started, everyone busy study, but I still have some extra time to update my blog. Less blogging now, the viewers should be boring if follow my blog, cause unchanged always. Should be add some music or something huh~

Do you think I want change my background ? This one ok ? I felt quite EMO. Give me some comment.

Friday today, account teacher not free so no account tuition, then learn car. A friend who long time no see invite me to eat, but my dad want me study at home and he asked me eat at home before my friend ask me, too bad. Next time may have chance to eat with him. ^^

Oh ya, finally download JYJ's album. Its price RM550 here I think because that's special version, its contain their concert at Dome, Japan. Just annoying about should I go to their fans meeting which at 16th October. The place is TBC, anyone know where is TBC ? I hope to go, but don't know buy which ticket and who will accompany me ? My friends aren't Cassie, they are Elf and others. ==!

いつだって君に (With You Always) by JYJ, NICE~!
Blossom by Ayumi Hamasaki, her MV is act by JaeJoong, his acting is good, the story is touching~! MUST WATCH~!

this is the result from long time no blogging. ==

18 September 2010

Silent.


How's this ? Cool huh ?
I don't know what happen recently, but whatever, is good to being an outsider.
Sigh, girl's stuff. I don't know how to solve this, sometimes I think I should be a male actually.
I can chat with my boy's friends, but I can't stand when my girl's friends all complain to me everyday.
The sounds a lot around me, I just got silent in my holiday. I enjoyed it with my books also.
Futhermore, if people hate me then just hate, I always like this. Not good at all.
I dislike pretend, you knew it.

14 September 2010

Movies day

Hang out with a friend for two movies, first is Piranha, second is Going The Distance. The Piranha was so disgusting, nausea and scary. The scene that all people on water got bite and their bodies so... I don't know how to explain in word, just feel like wanna vomit. I don't know what my brother's expression after they watch this movie, cause my sister said she bought CD to them. Not suggest people to watch this actually, I think I will have a nightmare tonight with thousand piranhas. Get shock in the first movie, then the second movie is funny.
Going the Distance, a love story. Talking about the lover how to maintain a long-distance love. Funny and Romance make me relax.
But, actually I am tired today, cause not enough sleep yesterday. Shit~! My eyes showed my tiredness actually, sigh.
Thanks to my friend who accompany me for whole day.

13 September 2010

Insane

I got insane in my last post. Very tired in my holiday, everyday sleep late and got activities. Sigh. Need to study also, cause Trail coming at 27 September. But tomorrow rest, watch Piranha and Going The Distance. Finally bought Samsung PL151, dual camera. ^^. I bought red. Yeah~

12 September 2010

MY DAMN FXCKING CONFESSION

We have to be honesty in our real life, I understood, but I am not doing it well. I feel like I am lying all the time, including myself. I can't face myself well and I am not dare to say out who I love, who I like or who I hate~! Fine~! Now who is loser ?

Definitely ! NG MUN TYNG !

Do you know why I like to be outsider ? Cause they are safe. They were a silence. I don't know what am I doing, I hope I can have a confession to myself. Please. May be I am not sociably. So I always comfort myself I am having a lot of "friends" but isn't true friend. Damn !

Tell you all, I AM FAKE ! At all the time !

I am just good in acting, don't believe me much.
Start to hate myself !

05 September 2010

My blog is dying

Almost one week I didn't log in here, cause I trying to avoid from my computer. Reduce radiation. =)
And... I think MunTyng had changed, good or bad ? I don't know.
Just post something here, no mood to write more.
Oh ya, gonna congrat someone here, he just couple with the girl he love from form 1.
恭喜有情人终成眷属, is really touching that his love is so deep and constant.
Admired my friend all couple, but I don't think single is bad. So is better that I just admired.
Rushing my holiday homework, I become more tired in my holiday, every time same~!
Holiday is a disaster for me, I don't think I enjoyed it before~!

Guys, help me to make my blog alive, comment something. Thanks.